Help needed in analysing possible childhood abduction?
Posted: Tue Dec 20, 2016 7:38 am
Hello there. I am new to a forum and would like to reach out for advice as I cannot decifer if this could be a genuine abduction. I have had this vivid memory all my life. I was told it was angels, but after looking into abductions, I am not so sure. When I was around 3-5 years old, every single night after I was put to bed, these sparkling balls of coloured lights would appear about 8 feet in the air. They were accompanied by an uncomfortable electrical, static buzz/hum which I covered my ears from. I hid under my duvet and peered out occasionally to see if they had gone. They would move down to floor level and approach my bed. Next memory is then trying to drop off to sleep and every single night I had the same series of images 'planted' in my head. Although I called it my nightly dream, I felt as though I was still awake and was just dropping off and would say to my self 'oh no, here it is again'. It was creepy and I didn't like it. There were about 7/8 images in the same order one after another. The only ones I recall were, one was an animal (possibly a bird) and the other a music box with the lid closing slowly. At night I heard an owl a lot but that would be quite common as we had large trees in the street. The nightly dream and the balls of lights stopped appearing by the time I went to school. But up until I was around 15 years old I suffered horrendous nightmares and sleep paralysis. I remember my first nightmare at around 3/4 years old - I saw a planet like the moon. It had black holes covering it and frightening troll like creatures started appearing out of them. This is the only nightmare I ever remembered in my life. I have had so many weird and 'wonderful' nightmares throughout my life and I wish I had written them down. I might have been given clues.
I also have a vivid memory, which I believed was real, that around 4 years old, I floated down the stairs. I have heard this is quite a common childhood memory among many people, regardless of abductions. I have also had a pathological fear of anyone touching my belly button. The first time a boyfriend went near it, I yelled, struck out at him and burst into tears. I still cannot bear anyone near it.
I've been to 4 different psychics who keep telling me I should have had 2 children. I only have one. They quizzed me about miscarriages/abortions etc but I said no. Of course that may not be related but I thought I would throw it in there just in case. As I've always found that odd.
Any help would be much appreciated. Many many thanks. VJ
I also have a vivid memory, which I believed was real, that around 4 years old, I floated down the stairs. I have heard this is quite a common childhood memory among many people, regardless of abductions. I have also had a pathological fear of anyone touching my belly button. The first time a boyfriend went near it, I yelled, struck out at him and burst into tears. I still cannot bear anyone near it.
I've been to 4 different psychics who keep telling me I should have had 2 children. I only have one. They quizzed me about miscarriages/abortions etc but I said no. Of course that may not be related but I thought I would throw it in there just in case. As I've always found that odd.
Any help would be much appreciated. Many many thanks. VJ