Some of my experiences, I just want to share.
Posted: Fri Apr 01, 2011 9:22 pm
About 8 years ago I started having dreams about hooded figures in my room at night, these dreams are not common, I recall only 1 or 2 each year. At first they were very hazy fragmented memories then as the years past it became a little clearer each time I had the dream. About 5 years ago I recall being laid in my bed unable to move anything but my eyes, I sort of recall a strange light but not clearly, I could see maybe 4-6 small beings around the bed but could not see their faces. I recall being taken to a room of some sort, there were no sharp edges on anything in this room (I don’t know why I recall this but it stood out) and it had an almost mother of pearl colour to it, blue and purple. I remember climbing off a table, not really afraid, but trying to get out of the room, small beings followed me around and sort of ushered me to a room. Then I woke up in my bed, exhausted and a little nervous, I woke my partner up to explain the odd dream I had and before I managed to speak she said “I just had the most bizarre dream that there were 6 small creatures in the room, and I couldn’t move, it was ok I wasn’t scared because they told me they were here for you! they had big black eyes and dull skin” This did not bother me as much as it should have but it certainly made me think that perhaps my dreams were not just dreams.
I had these dreams on and off for the next few years but noting quite as eerie as that one. Then I started hearing voices in my head, not weird voices just a voice that could be described as my consiousioness telling me things that would occur (and they always did!). Then I had dreams about major world events and it all got too much. One day I was at home and the voice in my head started telling me things and I had enough and screamed for it to stop, it stopped immediately and I have never heard it since (I must admit now it is gone I rather miss it). I saw a gp about my dreams and voices and they said I had bipolar disorder and prescribed me lithium, after 6 months I stopped taking it as it made me feel dead to the world and I have always felt very connected to it, I hated that dead feeling. so about a year after I stopped taking medication (in October last year) I was at work about 6pm, all of a sudden I felt I had to go home to bed, this is most unlike me. I grabbed my stuff, got in my car and went straight home to bed, it was a totally compelling urge and I didn't question it for one minute. When I got home I went to bed and fell asleep immediately. Now folks this is the coolest “dream” I have had to date, I woke up and my room was just as I left it, I hadn’t even pulled the curtains. One thing was different though, the room was filled with this amazing blue light which itself seemed to be full of bright blue/white orbs dancing around, I cannot describe this light it was just something totally different and so utterly fantastic, I knew what was happening and I even managed to calm my breathing and my heart rate.
Again there were a few small beings near me but as usual I could not see their faces its like they are masked from me, I felt myself being moved and then I remember nothing until I am back in my bed, the light is fading and I am desperately trying to see the faces. I remember thinking “I want to see you”, and at that moment I saw what seemed to be a creature outside my window (I sleep upstairs so this seemed very odd). I got the fright of my life! It had what appeared to be quite big black eyes but its face was not smooth it was quite wrinkly and it stared at me for a short while there was a certain feeling of knowing and understanding in the eyes. Unfortunately I lost my calm and started to panic, something I am still angry with myself for. I wanted to smile at it but I was scared (this is frustrating for me as I am not generally scared of this stuff). I remember falling back to sleep and then waking up and my room was just as it was in the dream. This dream was very real, and since this dream I have found myself becoming more and more detached from my life and people around me. Its almost like my mind is straddling 2 different realities or dimensions, its very odd. People are becoming a chore and they frustrate me, I crave the company of like individuals (I have met none yet). I have been told that people can feel me vibrating when they touch me, and sometimes its like I can feel the earth herself breathing (that’s not exactly what I feel but I cant really explain it any other way). Since this night I have had many sightings of strange lights in the sky (witnessed by me and my friends so I am not imagining these at least).
So up until this point in my life I was a very outgoing individual and very focused on my work (I work in genetics), but now it all seems quite redundant. My friends and work colleagues have all noticed an abrupt change in my personality. I have no fear of what is happening and I am open to most possibilities. I also have a strange sense that something is on the horizon and I cannot stand the word alien for some reason. I have no problem with extra terrestrial though.
I hope some of your readers take something from this.
yours wandering
Giles
I had these dreams on and off for the next few years but noting quite as eerie as that one. Then I started hearing voices in my head, not weird voices just a voice that could be described as my consiousioness telling me things that would occur (and they always did!). Then I had dreams about major world events and it all got too much. One day I was at home and the voice in my head started telling me things and I had enough and screamed for it to stop, it stopped immediately and I have never heard it since (I must admit now it is gone I rather miss it). I saw a gp about my dreams and voices and they said I had bipolar disorder and prescribed me lithium, after 6 months I stopped taking it as it made me feel dead to the world and I have always felt very connected to it, I hated that dead feeling. so about a year after I stopped taking medication (in October last year) I was at work about 6pm, all of a sudden I felt I had to go home to bed, this is most unlike me. I grabbed my stuff, got in my car and went straight home to bed, it was a totally compelling urge and I didn't question it for one minute. When I got home I went to bed and fell asleep immediately. Now folks this is the coolest “dream” I have had to date, I woke up and my room was just as I left it, I hadn’t even pulled the curtains. One thing was different though, the room was filled with this amazing blue light which itself seemed to be full of bright blue/white orbs dancing around, I cannot describe this light it was just something totally different and so utterly fantastic, I knew what was happening and I even managed to calm my breathing and my heart rate.
Again there were a few small beings near me but as usual I could not see their faces its like they are masked from me, I felt myself being moved and then I remember nothing until I am back in my bed, the light is fading and I am desperately trying to see the faces. I remember thinking “I want to see you”, and at that moment I saw what seemed to be a creature outside my window (I sleep upstairs so this seemed very odd). I got the fright of my life! It had what appeared to be quite big black eyes but its face was not smooth it was quite wrinkly and it stared at me for a short while there was a certain feeling of knowing and understanding in the eyes. Unfortunately I lost my calm and started to panic, something I am still angry with myself for. I wanted to smile at it but I was scared (this is frustrating for me as I am not generally scared of this stuff). I remember falling back to sleep and then waking up and my room was just as it was in the dream. This dream was very real, and since this dream I have found myself becoming more and more detached from my life and people around me. Its almost like my mind is straddling 2 different realities or dimensions, its very odd. People are becoming a chore and they frustrate me, I crave the company of like individuals (I have met none yet). I have been told that people can feel me vibrating when they touch me, and sometimes its like I can feel the earth herself breathing (that’s not exactly what I feel but I cant really explain it any other way). Since this night I have had many sightings of strange lights in the sky (witnessed by me and my friends so I am not imagining these at least).
So up until this point in my life I was a very outgoing individual and very focused on my work (I work in genetics), but now it all seems quite redundant. My friends and work colleagues have all noticed an abrupt change in my personality. I have no fear of what is happening and I am open to most possibilities. I also have a strange sense that something is on the horizon and I cannot stand the word alien for some reason. I have no problem with extra terrestrial though.
I hope some of your readers take something from this.
yours wandering
Giles