I have also been experiencing weird things my whole life, but I got used to it.
It sounds like you are a life-long contactee with a couple memories, as of right now, but the more you become "okay" with it, the more you will begin to recall. Not to say that you ever have to accept anything you don't like; I mean to say that you can become more at ease so you will be able to look into the details further. That was quite a UFO sighting your mom had, a whole 20 minutes is a long time.The buzzing in your head for four days must have been pretty terrible, sorry to hear about that. That truly sounds like a military operation more than an ET one. The secret government is notorious for throwing voices into people's heads, altering moods, bombarding people with very low, dense, very-bad-for-you vibrational frequencies. Perhaps you were their target those four days. Here is some information I got from a good, reputable website called Educate Yourself:
Worldwide Electronic Mind Control via 'Cell Phone' Towers
The day is now approaching in which government mind control technologies will be directed at you, your neighbors, and your loved ones. Every single day, equipment is being erected and installed in this country with the hidden purpose of exerting mind control over the entire population.
Everywhere in this country (and overseas), ELF/microwave transmission towers are being erected. The antennae usually look like four slightly curved vertical plates about 2 feet in length and located in either 3 or 4 quadrants around the tower, two thirds up from the ground. Just look around, you'll see them. And you'll also notice more of them going up once you begin to pay attention. No one is saying anything, but you're expected to presume that they're for cell phones. (Do you really think that we need that much 'cell phone' transmission capability, every few blocks? Do you realize how very little energy is used by genuine cell phone usage? Yet these towers are capable of putting out levels of power that exceed cell phone requirements by a wide margin)
These mind control technologies have been in place for a long time. It's not an accident that the frequency band chosen for cell phone use just happens to match the second order waves that Wilhelm Reich discovered in the late1940's to effect thought transmission and allow the mind to be manipulated without the victim realizing it.
Reich worked on this project secretly for the CIA for over 5 years, from 1947-1952, until he realized who the CIA was planning to use the mind control on -the American people. He was outraged that he was deceived and used for such a treasonous motive and swore never to cooperate with the CIA, FDA, etc. again. Reich was covertly murdered in Federal prison in 1957, just a few weeks before he was due to be released, having been in prison for 2 years on a trumped up charge leading to a contempt of court citation. He was reported to have had a 'heart attack'. He was strong as an ox. He was murdered two weeks before his parole board hearing. His last book, written in prison, was found to be 'missing' after his death and never returned to his family.
A method was discovered to disable these ELF towers from exerting their mind control functions by placing a simple device known as an orgone generator within a radius of 1,300 feet of these towers. These microwave towers are used in conjunction with HAARP based technology to not only affect subliminal mind control influences, but also to control the weather (currently {2007}, the creation of artificially induced drought conditions are also greatly influenced by the population-reduction chemtrail spraying operations which take place daily over the skies in America and in many other countries) .
source: http://educate-yourself.org/mc/
Some people, like myself, have been part of a very deep secret project being carried out by the Secret Government (the powers-that-were). They carry out their own abductions called MILABS where they even dress up like aliens and project false holographic images to try and confuse us even more. There is a possibility you have also been involved with something like that.
What I would like to know is how exactly did you feel when you thought you were losing your mind? Can you even describe that?
Many Blessings, Bonnie
