Hello, my story
Posted: Tue Oct 15, 2013 3:46 am
Hello,
My name is Bill, I live in Phoenix Arizona, and I have seen some things.
I am 51 years old, and I started seeing things perhaps 17 years ago, plus or minus a couple of years. But I also remember an incident where something happened to me as a kid, a quick dream where I thought I set up in bed and a pencil had poked me in the leg and the lead broke off in my leg muscle, but I then woke up and I looked around for the pencil, and indeed I had what looked like lead in my leg, but no pencil, and I had awoken from the incident. So I could never figure that out. No faces, etc.
Years later, at a friends house. I am watching their house for them. I had read books by Whitley Strieber and even wrote him, asking if they wanted to visit me. Never thought anything about it. A year or two had gone by. But, back to the house. Its about 1AM, I am reading a book, couldn't sleep, and I hear something in the hallway, several times, like a mouse. I go in there, turn on the hall light, and I focus my vision on the air in the hallway. This way I can see if a nose pokes out of any of the doors. I used to catch my pet Gerbils this way as a kid, I called it macro-vision, looking everywhere. I found out that night it could be used for seeing spirits. As I was staring at the air in the hallway, I began to see three very short figures, aliens like in Whitley Striebers books, big eyes, but wearing shiny silver suits (front what I could tell, the spirit is very hard for me to see) and they had upside down pointed black? triangles on their left left area. They were squatted down slightly, as like ready to run for it. I then hear in my mind, very calmly, 'its ok, I wont harm you'. I thought I had thought that to them. (When I was young, I didn't know I could hear people sometimes thinking, and it drove me nuts), so I turned around and left the hall, turned off the light, went back to the couch and resumed reading the book, as like nothing happened.
Here is the crazy part. I had always wanted to meet aliens, and studied UFO's when I was a kid, in 4th grade, having a book of notes like over an inch thick. All the kids called my UFO up till perhaps 7th grade. My dream was to talk with them, meet them, etc. And here they are in this house and I turn away and walk.....!!! lol.. I don't know why. I hear now that they have mind control, so perhaps that is what happened, but from my younger days, I would have suddenly hit them with a conversation with 100 questions, whats your name, what planet are you from, how long have you been here, how do you travel to other stars, etc, etc, etc, etc...
But, it gets weirder...
As I am sleeping, its now 3AM, I am losing sleep, and I know something (in the spirit?) is grabbing each of my feet or hands, at times, and here I get out of my body, I guessed. I find myself talking to this fellow with a massive head, I thought was an insectoid sort of race. We are sitting at the bar in the kitchen on the bar stools. He holds up his hand and at that moment, out of body, I truly came awake. He had 4 fingers, they were exactly twice as long as mine, and they were very wide at the very ends. I totally came too. I was like...'wow....!!!! this is real stuff!' Later, I remember several of us walking out in the back yard, several of his type, and several grays or short fellows. (Striebers?) I remember nothing else. (It was a very large backyard and we had walked to some bushes where a wall was, another house was behind that). I woke up like nothing happened.
In the next week, I became very depressed, and I didn't know why. I was crying and things, and never really thought of the aliens any more. Only months later did it really strike me. Very very odd...
I was going to a Jan Ross meeting every Tuesday. This is at a book store (many many years ago). She would speak on the Art Bell show, and she was in town and she taught things like seeing in the spirit and talked on UFO's and dreaming. I had been reading on out of body things by Robert Monroe and Whitley Strieber. When I was in the meetings, often I would see a short guy in a fake bush plant that was beside Jan. He stood there next to her, in the spirit, about 5 feet high, and had a massive head, like the one I posted here in the forum, the 4 fingers sort of hand, gigantic eyes like an insectoid or something would have, I cant explain it. But they have this cool shape to them, like the bottom edge is like some people eyes, a S curve along the bottom.
Anyways I told her about the fellow in the bush and she said 'yes, many people tell me someone or something is in there' and she shook off a shiver, like it spooked her.
Well, as this progresses, I start to get into spirit things, like crystals. Bad bad. I did pendulum which is like that game weeji board (however that is spelled) which opens up bad doors. I am a total Christian and love the Lord and here I was delving into those things. I smack myself now. And it gets worse. A person at my job says 'I am writing a book on how to go out of body' and he tells me how he is a Christian also, and believe it or not, I find him at my Church I was going to, two or three times. He holds meetings on Sunday nights where he talks about how to go out of body.
Well, long story short, he is a coven leader, a satanic group, had lied very well to me for several years, told me he was fighting demons, God was his 'employer' and this and that. When I had odd feelings about this guy, I asked him to swear with his hand on the bible and he did, twice, that he was a Christian, and I was satisfied.. Wrong.. I fell for a lie. Many lies. I finally was blessed by God with 'red flags', learning to put up a marker when things didn't sound right and truthful and when I put things together in my head, I decided to leave this study group. That was 15 years, 3 months and 13 days ago tonight. I have lived in satanic torment since then. Tons of spirits have tormented me in teams, day and night, usually saying over and over 'give up!' and saying bad things about Jesus. Parts of my body in complete pain, nightmares, plates of food and pens and objects flying out of my hands, body bloating, you name it. I don't see how I lived through the first two weeks with no sleep. That turned into a month, that turned into a year, and now its 15 years....
I have since learned how to deal with this as much as possible, claiming the promises of God in the Holy Scripture, being faithful that God will take this away.
But, sometimes the aliens visit, the short 'Striebers'. And, I have had bad experiences with them. 3 Will be at my feet, and extremely bad burning sensations occur in my feet to the point that I would go stand in the shower and run cold water over my feet. I later saw in the spirit, when one was flicking and swinging around a set of these chrome looking things on cables, like 2 inch long big capsules made of shiny metal, like chrome, and in the spirit, he would put these in my foot and suddenly the pain starts... both feet are done. I would try flicking them around, I would yell at the aliens, tell them to get out, in the name of Jesus I command you to leave, and the one doing the thing to me would just look at me in a deep stare and nod back and fourth 'no...'
One night me and him got into it. I told him that an advanced race wouldn't go to some world and torture people and I stated my reason and man, that blew him up. He used his hand to flick the hot things out of my feet and he hopped up onto this shelf in my room and told me 'what do you know? What do you know about advanced races? how can you say that?' I was just so relieved to have those heaters out of my feet.
By the way, I would have burn marks on the top of my feet at times, like darkish (cooked) skin. Horrible pain. They also stick me in my foot (for some reason). I often wonder if there is a reason, or if to just torture me. Since having a Catholic Nun over to bless my house, there has been no more torture of my feet with the chrome heater things. But, I do see the Striebers often. They come around a lot. My dog sees them and barks at them, other times He comes over to me and sits on top of my desk (my puppy) as though hiding. I just ignore them.
Though I can see in the spirit, I have stopped using it as much as I did. I do still use it, and its rusty, but its there. I also here tons of voices, like the druids and witches and spirits (demonics) that continuously harass me day and night. But, when I had that Nun over, I had 4 days of incredible, awesome, lovely peace. I was so thankful.
That is my story. I wanted, since I was a kid, to meet them, and it turned into this. From interest in their fantastic magneto propulsion flight systems and amazing differences in bodies, to torture. Mind you, I got into the wrong group of people. They lured me in, having seen me at Jan Ross's bookstore, and they lied to me and kept me around for several years, making me think I was learning things. Funny thing is, I barely had several seconds of OOBE, twice a year. They didn't teach me anything. I was a Christian. That would be handing over their secrets to their enemy. So, I waisted tons of time learning nothing.
I can tell you though, through all of this, that God and Jesus blessed me with hope and faith, and also blessed me with seeing his Angels. I can go out the door, look around, and see Angels here and there, and in my heart, I feel better, safer. There is good in the world. I can see those awesome beings on house tops, on trees doing sentry lookout, on Churches. It is a blessing to see them, I can tell you.
We (Christians) never really think about how Angels are extraterrestrials. They are not from this World. Jesus came to our world as well. Imagine how the Angels can journey to Heaven from Earth without a craft. That is super technology. That is amazing.
That is my humble story. I must tell you, I went through a lot to see these things. I suggest to be content with just reading about these things instead of trying them. And if you are a Christian and you do pendulum or any other thing that opens up bad doors, I myself will smack you. Don't do it. Look to God for the answers, not a spirit that has declared you as an enemy and will try to mess you up, setting you up for a big fall.
Odd that no one ever talks about the big headed fellows with four long fingers and super large eyes. I remember the one in the dark as being like a blackish or dark dark gray color, and shiny. The 'Striebers' were a bright white, but mind you, this was in the dark, and in the spirit (in the hallway when I first saw them) they appeared very bright white. Cool looking eyes.
For anyone that is struggling with spiritual torment, and torture, I feel your pain. Stay strong. Never give up. Have a Catholic priest come over and bless your house.
Bill
My name is Bill, I live in Phoenix Arizona, and I have seen some things.
I am 51 years old, and I started seeing things perhaps 17 years ago, plus or minus a couple of years. But I also remember an incident where something happened to me as a kid, a quick dream where I thought I set up in bed and a pencil had poked me in the leg and the lead broke off in my leg muscle, but I then woke up and I looked around for the pencil, and indeed I had what looked like lead in my leg, but no pencil, and I had awoken from the incident. So I could never figure that out. No faces, etc.
Years later, at a friends house. I am watching their house for them. I had read books by Whitley Strieber and even wrote him, asking if they wanted to visit me. Never thought anything about it. A year or two had gone by. But, back to the house. Its about 1AM, I am reading a book, couldn't sleep, and I hear something in the hallway, several times, like a mouse. I go in there, turn on the hall light, and I focus my vision on the air in the hallway. This way I can see if a nose pokes out of any of the doors. I used to catch my pet Gerbils this way as a kid, I called it macro-vision, looking everywhere. I found out that night it could be used for seeing spirits. As I was staring at the air in the hallway, I began to see three very short figures, aliens like in Whitley Striebers books, big eyes, but wearing shiny silver suits (front what I could tell, the spirit is very hard for me to see) and they had upside down pointed black? triangles on their left left area. They were squatted down slightly, as like ready to run for it. I then hear in my mind, very calmly, 'its ok, I wont harm you'. I thought I had thought that to them. (When I was young, I didn't know I could hear people sometimes thinking, and it drove me nuts), so I turned around and left the hall, turned off the light, went back to the couch and resumed reading the book, as like nothing happened.
Here is the crazy part. I had always wanted to meet aliens, and studied UFO's when I was a kid, in 4th grade, having a book of notes like over an inch thick. All the kids called my UFO up till perhaps 7th grade. My dream was to talk with them, meet them, etc. And here they are in this house and I turn away and walk.....!!! lol.. I don't know why. I hear now that they have mind control, so perhaps that is what happened, but from my younger days, I would have suddenly hit them with a conversation with 100 questions, whats your name, what planet are you from, how long have you been here, how do you travel to other stars, etc, etc, etc, etc...
But, it gets weirder...
As I am sleeping, its now 3AM, I am losing sleep, and I know something (in the spirit?) is grabbing each of my feet or hands, at times, and here I get out of my body, I guessed. I find myself talking to this fellow with a massive head, I thought was an insectoid sort of race. We are sitting at the bar in the kitchen on the bar stools. He holds up his hand and at that moment, out of body, I truly came awake. He had 4 fingers, they were exactly twice as long as mine, and they were very wide at the very ends. I totally came too. I was like...'wow....!!!! this is real stuff!' Later, I remember several of us walking out in the back yard, several of his type, and several grays or short fellows. (Striebers?) I remember nothing else. (It was a very large backyard and we had walked to some bushes where a wall was, another house was behind that). I woke up like nothing happened.
In the next week, I became very depressed, and I didn't know why. I was crying and things, and never really thought of the aliens any more. Only months later did it really strike me. Very very odd...
I was going to a Jan Ross meeting every Tuesday. This is at a book store (many many years ago). She would speak on the Art Bell show, and she was in town and she taught things like seeing in the spirit and talked on UFO's and dreaming. I had been reading on out of body things by Robert Monroe and Whitley Strieber. When I was in the meetings, often I would see a short guy in a fake bush plant that was beside Jan. He stood there next to her, in the spirit, about 5 feet high, and had a massive head, like the one I posted here in the forum, the 4 fingers sort of hand, gigantic eyes like an insectoid or something would have, I cant explain it. But they have this cool shape to them, like the bottom edge is like some people eyes, a S curve along the bottom.
Anyways I told her about the fellow in the bush and she said 'yes, many people tell me someone or something is in there' and she shook off a shiver, like it spooked her.
Well, as this progresses, I start to get into spirit things, like crystals. Bad bad. I did pendulum which is like that game weeji board (however that is spelled) which opens up bad doors. I am a total Christian and love the Lord and here I was delving into those things. I smack myself now. And it gets worse. A person at my job says 'I am writing a book on how to go out of body' and he tells me how he is a Christian also, and believe it or not, I find him at my Church I was going to, two or three times. He holds meetings on Sunday nights where he talks about how to go out of body.
Well, long story short, he is a coven leader, a satanic group, had lied very well to me for several years, told me he was fighting demons, God was his 'employer' and this and that. When I had odd feelings about this guy, I asked him to swear with his hand on the bible and he did, twice, that he was a Christian, and I was satisfied.. Wrong.. I fell for a lie. Many lies. I finally was blessed by God with 'red flags', learning to put up a marker when things didn't sound right and truthful and when I put things together in my head, I decided to leave this study group. That was 15 years, 3 months and 13 days ago tonight. I have lived in satanic torment since then. Tons of spirits have tormented me in teams, day and night, usually saying over and over 'give up!' and saying bad things about Jesus. Parts of my body in complete pain, nightmares, plates of food and pens and objects flying out of my hands, body bloating, you name it. I don't see how I lived through the first two weeks with no sleep. That turned into a month, that turned into a year, and now its 15 years....
I have since learned how to deal with this as much as possible, claiming the promises of God in the Holy Scripture, being faithful that God will take this away.
But, sometimes the aliens visit, the short 'Striebers'. And, I have had bad experiences with them. 3 Will be at my feet, and extremely bad burning sensations occur in my feet to the point that I would go stand in the shower and run cold water over my feet. I later saw in the spirit, when one was flicking and swinging around a set of these chrome looking things on cables, like 2 inch long big capsules made of shiny metal, like chrome, and in the spirit, he would put these in my foot and suddenly the pain starts... both feet are done. I would try flicking them around, I would yell at the aliens, tell them to get out, in the name of Jesus I command you to leave, and the one doing the thing to me would just look at me in a deep stare and nod back and fourth 'no...'
One night me and him got into it. I told him that an advanced race wouldn't go to some world and torture people and I stated my reason and man, that blew him up. He used his hand to flick the hot things out of my feet and he hopped up onto this shelf in my room and told me 'what do you know? What do you know about advanced races? how can you say that?' I was just so relieved to have those heaters out of my feet.
By the way, I would have burn marks on the top of my feet at times, like darkish (cooked) skin. Horrible pain. They also stick me in my foot (for some reason). I often wonder if there is a reason, or if to just torture me. Since having a Catholic Nun over to bless my house, there has been no more torture of my feet with the chrome heater things. But, I do see the Striebers often. They come around a lot. My dog sees them and barks at them, other times He comes over to me and sits on top of my desk (my puppy) as though hiding. I just ignore them.
Though I can see in the spirit, I have stopped using it as much as I did. I do still use it, and its rusty, but its there. I also here tons of voices, like the druids and witches and spirits (demonics) that continuously harass me day and night. But, when I had that Nun over, I had 4 days of incredible, awesome, lovely peace. I was so thankful.
That is my story. I wanted, since I was a kid, to meet them, and it turned into this. From interest in their fantastic magneto propulsion flight systems and amazing differences in bodies, to torture. Mind you, I got into the wrong group of people. They lured me in, having seen me at Jan Ross's bookstore, and they lied to me and kept me around for several years, making me think I was learning things. Funny thing is, I barely had several seconds of OOBE, twice a year. They didn't teach me anything. I was a Christian. That would be handing over their secrets to their enemy. So, I waisted tons of time learning nothing.
I can tell you though, through all of this, that God and Jesus blessed me with hope and faith, and also blessed me with seeing his Angels. I can go out the door, look around, and see Angels here and there, and in my heart, I feel better, safer. There is good in the world. I can see those awesome beings on house tops, on trees doing sentry lookout, on Churches. It is a blessing to see them, I can tell you.
We (Christians) never really think about how Angels are extraterrestrials. They are not from this World. Jesus came to our world as well. Imagine how the Angels can journey to Heaven from Earth without a craft. That is super technology. That is amazing.
That is my humble story. I must tell you, I went through a lot to see these things. I suggest to be content with just reading about these things instead of trying them. And if you are a Christian and you do pendulum or any other thing that opens up bad doors, I myself will smack you. Don't do it. Look to God for the answers, not a spirit that has declared you as an enemy and will try to mess you up, setting you up for a big fall.
Odd that no one ever talks about the big headed fellows with four long fingers and super large eyes. I remember the one in the dark as being like a blackish or dark dark gray color, and shiny. The 'Striebers' were a bright white, but mind you, this was in the dark, and in the spirit (in the hallway when I first saw them) they appeared very bright white. Cool looking eyes.
For anyone that is struggling with spiritual torment, and torture, I feel your pain. Stay strong. Never give up. Have a Catholic priest come over and bless your house.
Bill