Thanks for accepting me here!
Posted: Thu Apr 06, 2017 2:47 pm
Hello to everyone! As a new member I would like to tell a bit about myself and why I am now here. I guess most of you share some of my experiences, and it would be great to hear about similar things in your lives.
I am a woman in my forties, born and living in Finland. I have had something odd going on throughout my life, although I´ve started only later in my life to put my experiences under the headline of possible alien encounters. For some reason the things that happened in my childhood are much clearer in my head than those that happened in more resent times.
My first memories are from the time I was four years old, and at the same age I started to have some non-typical ideas and behaviour for someone of that age.
I got suddenly very interested into everything to do with space. I learned to read when I was 3 years old, and I was reading about star systems and got excited with the similarities between them and the construction of the atoms. I remember how I was feeling sudden anguish and panic when I realized I am a prisoner on this planet. I climbed onto the roof of the four-storey-house we were living in to get as near the sky as possible. Our neighbours called the fire brigade to bring me down, and I was fighting back and screaming that I wanted to get even higher, "out from this bubble we are all shut inside."
I remember a "dream" I saw when I was five. In it I was in a room which to me looked like a hospital. There were people who showed me babies laying under convex glass shades. I was horrified because there was something wrong with the babies. They looked very ill to me - they were all extremely pale and somehow inhuman. One of them put its tongue out of its mouth and it looked sharp and black like some lizards have. I also remember seeing a little pine forest near to our house from above, and I was scared to walk through it.
I loved all animals and was all the time saving ants from being stepped over etc, with one exception - I hated and was afraid of monkeys and apes, because they "looked so much like humans and so much unlike at the same time", until my mother took me to our local zoo, and I sat for five hours transfixed staring into the eyes of a small monkey, and cried when my mother dragged me away.
There was at least one missing time -experience in my childhood. I was nine years old and walking to school in the morning, through the same pine forest I was scared of, and the next moment it was eight a clock in the evening and I was walking to our home door, and my parents were angry and scared and scolding me, because I had been missing school and they had been searching for me most of the evening. I don´t have any memories of that day.
When I was seventeen, I had already moved into my own home, and that year there was an odd experience - me and my boyfriend felt suddenly very sleepy early one evening. So we went to bed, fell asleep and slept five days. Neither of us didn´t remember going to toilet or anything during those 120 hours. Oddly enough we didn´t discus it much, just skipped over it.
In adulthood I have had many "dreams" I remember vaguely, in which I have been in the company of beings who call themselves "starmen", with somehow ironical tone of voice, and encounters with them, in which my uppermost memory is about horrified feeling that "it IS true and I cannot prevent it from happening."
I have waken up twice with burning marks and once with tattoo -like marks, three points in a row - only they are not on the skin, but somehow under the skin, glowing through it.
Last night I saw a dream in which I saw some creature with big staring eyes, and followed it, because I though it was something which should not even exist, and found a round "door", which one could only see from a certain angle, like a visual trick, and behind it there were a whole bunch of similar creatures who were all staring at me and looking angry because I had found them. I managed to take a photo of them, but when I tried to show the picture to someone my camera exploded..
I´m also aware of the fact that I have been reading lots about the subject of alien encounters and ufos since I was twenty, and what I have read can have an effect on my dreams, but certainly I had not heard about anything like that when I was four or five. And reading doesn´t explain the physical marks.
I am a woman in my forties, born and living in Finland. I have had something odd going on throughout my life, although I´ve started only later in my life to put my experiences under the headline of possible alien encounters. For some reason the things that happened in my childhood are much clearer in my head than those that happened in more resent times.
My first memories are from the time I was four years old, and at the same age I started to have some non-typical ideas and behaviour for someone of that age.
I got suddenly very interested into everything to do with space. I learned to read when I was 3 years old, and I was reading about star systems and got excited with the similarities between them and the construction of the atoms. I remember how I was feeling sudden anguish and panic when I realized I am a prisoner on this planet. I climbed onto the roof of the four-storey-house we were living in to get as near the sky as possible. Our neighbours called the fire brigade to bring me down, and I was fighting back and screaming that I wanted to get even higher, "out from this bubble we are all shut inside."
I remember a "dream" I saw when I was five. In it I was in a room which to me looked like a hospital. There were people who showed me babies laying under convex glass shades. I was horrified because there was something wrong with the babies. They looked very ill to me - they were all extremely pale and somehow inhuman. One of them put its tongue out of its mouth and it looked sharp and black like some lizards have. I also remember seeing a little pine forest near to our house from above, and I was scared to walk through it.
I loved all animals and was all the time saving ants from being stepped over etc, with one exception - I hated and was afraid of monkeys and apes, because they "looked so much like humans and so much unlike at the same time", until my mother took me to our local zoo, and I sat for five hours transfixed staring into the eyes of a small monkey, and cried when my mother dragged me away.
There was at least one missing time -experience in my childhood. I was nine years old and walking to school in the morning, through the same pine forest I was scared of, and the next moment it was eight a clock in the evening and I was walking to our home door, and my parents were angry and scared and scolding me, because I had been missing school and they had been searching for me most of the evening. I don´t have any memories of that day.
When I was seventeen, I had already moved into my own home, and that year there was an odd experience - me and my boyfriend felt suddenly very sleepy early one evening. So we went to bed, fell asleep and slept five days. Neither of us didn´t remember going to toilet or anything during those 120 hours. Oddly enough we didn´t discus it much, just skipped over it.
In adulthood I have had many "dreams" I remember vaguely, in which I have been in the company of beings who call themselves "starmen", with somehow ironical tone of voice, and encounters with them, in which my uppermost memory is about horrified feeling that "it IS true and I cannot prevent it from happening."
I have waken up twice with burning marks and once with tattoo -like marks, three points in a row - only they are not on the skin, but somehow under the skin, glowing through it.
Last night I saw a dream in which I saw some creature with big staring eyes, and followed it, because I though it was something which should not even exist, and found a round "door", which one could only see from a certain angle, like a visual trick, and behind it there were a whole bunch of similar creatures who were all staring at me and looking angry because I had found them. I managed to take a photo of them, but when I tried to show the picture to someone my camera exploded..
I´m also aware of the fact that I have been reading lots about the subject of alien encounters and ufos since I was twenty, and what I have read can have an effect on my dreams, but certainly I had not heard about anything like that when I was four or five. And reading doesn´t explain the physical marks.