Hello I Need Help. Abductions all my life
Posted: Fri Mar 30, 2018 11:37 am
Hello Everyone, My name is Tim and I am 50 going on 51 soon.
I really do not know how to go into this, but I am 99.0% Sure that I have some sort of Extra Terrestrial Abductions. Was I was a Teen I had several "DREAMS" of myself being taught telekinesis, Levitating myself, Jump off of very high place and landing softly and many more strange things. When I was 24 years old I started having Sleep Paralysis and saw a tall Roman Centurion Guard actually next to my bed guarding me. His back is facing me, he is holding a Gold Spear in his left hands, he is wearing all red, a red skirt with Gold slats that go vertically stitched to his skirt. He also wears a Gold helmet. I seen him 5-6 times from 1994-1996.
I thought I was going Really going crazy. I could not tell anyone because I feared being committed. During these times I had totally real to life dream of myself floating slowly over my house and over the surrounding areas. Again I just shut up.
I'm trying to make this very brief, but these dreams have continued an have never stopped even while I am writing this, I just woke up and as usual another dream of something that was so realistic. I actually dreamed of stick turn into a lion type creature that seemed to be talking to me, I wasn't scared, I never get scared. I seem to already familiar with all these creatures I see, Though they aren't creatures, they just do not look human.
I have been writing down and voice recording all of my dreams lately, I don't know why, I just felt I had to do it.
I have had experiences of myself being fully dressed waking up sitting in my chair , on my couch and laying in bed with clothes on. When I was married my ex-wife told me I use to walk around naked in the middle of the night, but she never knew where I went or when I came back.
I also had 2 other women tell me the same thing.
Now this gets sort of scary but several times I woke up on my 2nd floor trying to climb out or in the window, I just wake up and wonder WTF is going on. Again I was still feeling crazy. I saw many Shrinks and other doctors, Took many medications and also was put on disability for mental depression anxiety and panic disorder.
No of this made a difference, I decided to live with it fearing I'd get locked up somewhere.
I did come to terms with this stuff many years ago and accept it. I am totally SANE, I have My Computer Science degree, Electronic Technician degree, and I have my Amateur Radio / TV License.
For the last several years I started to feel like I was dying and felt really lazy and bored, nothing interest me anymore, I quit watching TV as well.
There is so much more and this only touches 1% of what I been through.
I felt I needed to get this off of my chest and I found this forum for that intent to talk about this or just get it off my chest.
I have no Idea what is going on, I feel as though I am living a Life on Earth and Living another life elsewhere. Though I am really confused.
I guess I finally had enough of these occurrences and I'm looking for answers.
Thank You and I would really like to hear what others think, have the same experiences or anything similar.
I really do not know how to go into this, but I am 99.0% Sure that I have some sort of Extra Terrestrial Abductions. Was I was a Teen I had several "DREAMS" of myself being taught telekinesis, Levitating myself, Jump off of very high place and landing softly and many more strange things. When I was 24 years old I started having Sleep Paralysis and saw a tall Roman Centurion Guard actually next to my bed guarding me. His back is facing me, he is holding a Gold Spear in his left hands, he is wearing all red, a red skirt with Gold slats that go vertically stitched to his skirt. He also wears a Gold helmet. I seen him 5-6 times from 1994-1996.
I thought I was going Really going crazy. I could not tell anyone because I feared being committed. During these times I had totally real to life dream of myself floating slowly over my house and over the surrounding areas. Again I just shut up.
I'm trying to make this very brief, but these dreams have continued an have never stopped even while I am writing this, I just woke up and as usual another dream of something that was so realistic. I actually dreamed of stick turn into a lion type creature that seemed to be talking to me, I wasn't scared, I never get scared. I seem to already familiar with all these creatures I see, Though they aren't creatures, they just do not look human.
I have been writing down and voice recording all of my dreams lately, I don't know why, I just felt I had to do it.
I have had experiences of myself being fully dressed waking up sitting in my chair , on my couch and laying in bed with clothes on. When I was married my ex-wife told me I use to walk around naked in the middle of the night, but she never knew where I went or when I came back.
I also had 2 other women tell me the same thing.
Now this gets sort of scary but several times I woke up on my 2nd floor trying to climb out or in the window, I just wake up and wonder WTF is going on. Again I was still feeling crazy. I saw many Shrinks and other doctors, Took many medications and also was put on disability for mental depression anxiety and panic disorder.
No of this made a difference, I decided to live with it fearing I'd get locked up somewhere.
I did come to terms with this stuff many years ago and accept it. I am totally SANE, I have My Computer Science degree, Electronic Technician degree, and I have my Amateur Radio / TV License.
For the last several years I started to feel like I was dying and felt really lazy and bored, nothing interest me anymore, I quit watching TV as well.
There is so much more and this only touches 1% of what I been through.
I felt I needed to get this off of my chest and I found this forum for that intent to talk about this or just get it off my chest.
I have no Idea what is going on, I feel as though I am living a Life on Earth and Living another life elsewhere. Though I am really confused.
I guess I finally had enough of these occurrences and I'm looking for answers.
Thank You and I would really like to hear what others think, have the same experiences or anything similar.