What to do?
Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2012 5:54 pm
Okay this is my first post to a forum EVER and I have a lot to say but I'm gonna try to be concise and really up front!
I'm really panicky right now (doing my best to keep cool) but these days I feel less and less secure for various obvious reasons. To cut it short I live currently live in Orlando Florida. I prayed for a sign around the time I signed up here and not one week later on New Years my friend and I spotted a UFO in Space (star moving in circles, figure 8s, rapid movement, zoom in with latest smart phone revealed multiple lights from star being yellow, red, purple, green). We tried to signal it (flashing my car lights and emergence lights in sequence) as this has worked for me in the past (Note: I got scared and ran away as this was my first realization that I'm not the highest being on the food chain and there was something out there). After the fireworks we saw a red UFO appear in the same direction of what I now assume was some sort of mother ship (I've seen a lot of UFOs between 10 and 20 if not more over 10 years). Anyway, I'm reawakening into a situation where I am under obligations (school, lease with a private landlord), I have a therapist and psychiatrist who both think I'm crazy though they cover their lies very well. They want me to remain in Florida go to school get a job blah blah blah. I need real advice and I feel this is where I may receive some real consolation at the least. I don't want to die but I just know that many will suffer and as I said, I do not feel safe here anymore.
Please help, what should I do?
I'm really panicky right now (doing my best to keep cool) but these days I feel less and less secure for various obvious reasons. To cut it short I live currently live in Orlando Florida. I prayed for a sign around the time I signed up here and not one week later on New Years my friend and I spotted a UFO in Space (star moving in circles, figure 8s, rapid movement, zoom in with latest smart phone revealed multiple lights from star being yellow, red, purple, green). We tried to signal it (flashing my car lights and emergence lights in sequence) as this has worked for me in the past (Note: I got scared and ran away as this was my first realization that I'm not the highest being on the food chain and there was something out there). After the fireworks we saw a red UFO appear in the same direction of what I now assume was some sort of mother ship (I've seen a lot of UFOs between 10 and 20 if not more over 10 years). Anyway, I'm reawakening into a situation where I am under obligations (school, lease with a private landlord), I have a therapist and psychiatrist who both think I'm crazy though they cover their lies very well. They want me to remain in Florida go to school get a job blah blah blah. I need real advice and I feel this is where I may receive some real consolation at the least. I don't want to die but I just know that many will suffer and as I said, I do not feel safe here anymore.
Please help, what should I do?