CELESTIAL OR EXTRATERRESTRIAL, OR IS THERE A DIFFERENCE?
Posted: Wed Oct 02, 2019 9:43 pm
GREETINGS TO BONNIE AND EVERYBODY ON HERE,
I'm so happy to have been accepted into this forum. This seems to be the best place for me to express my concerns about some very strange experiences I've had, and I'm not too sure what I can call it, to be honest. I wanted to pose a question.
Does anybody have some sense that an encounter with a 'celestial being' could really be an encounter with a star being/E.T. or somebody like that? I've wondered about that for months.
The very few encounters I've had seem to take place at night, especially during REM. I generally feel a pressure change, I hear a quiet sucking sound. In the bedroom I sleep in every night, it's sooooo quiet and dark that it's easy for my ears to detect very slight sounds in the overall silence of the night.
One evening months ago, I woke up to drink water, spilled some on my bed. I laid back down. I sank into a very deep rest while curling up. I then could feel that pressure sensation, and some other touching sensation on my backside. With my eyes close, I felt the presence of somebody behind me.
I gently looked up and around my back and saw somebody. It appeared as a woman, an old wise woman, Indian (as in a woman from India) or possibly Native American, looked a lot like something you'd see in a painting of an archetypal old wise woman of Native descent, she appeared to have slight wrinkles on her face.
I could also see her soft hand as it touched me. Her soft fingers touched my butt, and I could feel her place her finger gently into my anal sphincter. Suddenly I felt like my whole body was flooded by some fluffy greyish-white, soft vapor. No temperature change, but it was if my body became filled with clouds. It was very, very strange. But....
....it was a totally peaceful feeling. I was completely still and in bliss.
I don't know how to explain this. I've had other incidences where I spill water on my bed and soon after, I feel something nestling up behind me, snuggling and holding me, near the spot of the water spill. Sometimes it feels like sleep paralysis. I've had this happen quite a few times.
But this time, I saw an entity. I can't forget it, ever. I don't know what to think about this. Could it be that I had a chance contact experience with a star person/ET? Or, could this be contact with the celestial realm? Or are they the same? Could ET's shapeshift or morph their appearance?
Whatever the case is, it was such a beautiful experience that I'll never forget, and I long for further contact. This entity seems to know me, and if it does, I wonder what it is, what it wants, what it's intentions are, and how much of me it knows.
I also wonder if this is possible due to my utter disappointment with human beings, that a deep part of my subconscious made this experience possible to overcompensate for my oft-times jaded attitudes.
Too many questions on my mind. Is this demonic/satanic? Is this good or bad? It sure felt like a benign experience, I got no feelings at all of any diabolical or hostile intent. At the least, I can say that it was a very beautiful experience. I just wonder why she put her finger up my butt crack. That is what puzzles me, and yet, I don't feel like I was violated, it wasn't sexual, not even slightly erotic.
The fact is that I saw, and was touched, by another being. I have such a huge longing for further contact, I won't lie. I'm too curious and I can't turn back now.
I'm so happy to have been accepted into this forum. This seems to be the best place for me to express my concerns about some very strange experiences I've had, and I'm not too sure what I can call it, to be honest. I wanted to pose a question.
Does anybody have some sense that an encounter with a 'celestial being' could really be an encounter with a star being/E.T. or somebody like that? I've wondered about that for months.
The very few encounters I've had seem to take place at night, especially during REM. I generally feel a pressure change, I hear a quiet sucking sound. In the bedroom I sleep in every night, it's sooooo quiet and dark that it's easy for my ears to detect very slight sounds in the overall silence of the night.
One evening months ago, I woke up to drink water, spilled some on my bed. I laid back down. I sank into a very deep rest while curling up. I then could feel that pressure sensation, and some other touching sensation on my backside. With my eyes close, I felt the presence of somebody behind me.
I gently looked up and around my back and saw somebody. It appeared as a woman, an old wise woman, Indian (as in a woman from India) or possibly Native American, looked a lot like something you'd see in a painting of an archetypal old wise woman of Native descent, she appeared to have slight wrinkles on her face.
I could also see her soft hand as it touched me. Her soft fingers touched my butt, and I could feel her place her finger gently into my anal sphincter. Suddenly I felt like my whole body was flooded by some fluffy greyish-white, soft vapor. No temperature change, but it was if my body became filled with clouds. It was very, very strange. But....
....it was a totally peaceful feeling. I was completely still and in bliss.
I don't know how to explain this. I've had other incidences where I spill water on my bed and soon after, I feel something nestling up behind me, snuggling and holding me, near the spot of the water spill. Sometimes it feels like sleep paralysis. I've had this happen quite a few times.
But this time, I saw an entity. I can't forget it, ever. I don't know what to think about this. Could it be that I had a chance contact experience with a star person/ET? Or, could this be contact with the celestial realm? Or are they the same? Could ET's shapeshift or morph their appearance?
Whatever the case is, it was such a beautiful experience that I'll never forget, and I long for further contact. This entity seems to know me, and if it does, I wonder what it is, what it wants, what it's intentions are, and how much of me it knows.
I also wonder if this is possible due to my utter disappointment with human beings, that a deep part of my subconscious made this experience possible to overcompensate for my oft-times jaded attitudes.
Too many questions on my mind. Is this demonic/satanic? Is this good or bad? It sure felt like a benign experience, I got no feelings at all of any diabolical or hostile intent. At the least, I can say that it was a very beautiful experience. I just wonder why she put her finger up my butt crack. That is what puzzles me, and yet, I don't feel like I was violated, it wasn't sexual, not even slightly erotic.
The fact is that I saw, and was touched, by another being. I have such a huge longing for further contact, I won't lie. I'm too curious and I can't turn back now.