A wake up after:
Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2011 11:05 pm
I am new to the ufo phenomenon. After this event/s I have came to realize it or most is real now. My reality is changed from this all, turned up side down if you will. So, I've been looking around for some help/insight and nothing yet..
So, heres my story, and its long.
On 02/28/2011 My sighting
I was out smoking on the steps watching some planes. I look of to my right and bamb, there was a huge fiery ball, which looked like a cherry off a cigarette.
It was about 500' up or more and about a quarter of a mile away. I waited it for a minute, to verify what it was.
I ran in to get my binoculars to see what it was. Looking threw my bino's, I seen attached to this light was a translucent body which looked like a half diamond. I go back in the house and tell my wife to look out the window there's a ufo. She said, that's not a ufo but the she stopped and stared at it like she was confused, then she wanted to go out side and see it. So, we go out side, I grab my phone to take some pictures. Then as it was moving very slow towards the north. She also seen the translucent body but called it a a glowing parachute. Then It got to where it was parallel to us straight to our west, hovers for a minute, lets us watch it, then shoots up till it looked like a star.
Goes east for about a mile blinking its fiery ball on and off. Turns north for a short distance then turns off the fireball and all you could see was its translucent body as it starts to fall very fast spinning and changing shape to what appeared to be a raindrop.
Get this. then it swoops towards us, like a bull would charge you very fast or a car coming straight at you. Then my wife tries to pull me in but I'm just watching it. She starts crying and just then it just drops down below my nabors mobil home which is about 15' the most. After that, no bangs booms or flashes. It took place around 2 hours. I watched it pretty much the hole time with my bino's.
When I seen this thing feelings and random words popped into my head, the words were: abduction, have been taken, controlling weather and other strange event are going to happen., They can hide by going invisible., are here in swarms.
After this event:
I cant remember when but I know it was a few days after. I kept getting woken up by a whooshing spinning sound and every time my heart would pound hard. It would get loud then low, high pitched or soft.
After a few hours of being woken, the sound got really fast and loud right then, bam something grabbed my bedrooms door knob and pushed the door very hard like if being angry and slamming the door. I jumped up so fast and ran to see what it was and nothing. The next day my bedroom smelled like sulfur. I also got the vision of this being doing this action and that they are cold/emotionless and very shy. I have had more visions coming to me of these biengs and me, that it gives me chills to think about. lol
A wake up after:
The dreams/memories I have gotten back after this sighting. One was where I was a 4yr old child. I was in a room and I felt something wanted me, at the time I called it "a bad guy", he was calling me or I felt he was calling/wanted me. I was scared so I ran behind a door that was against the wall. Then, I didn't know it but he was there waiting as if he knew I was going to go there, so he grabbed me. I later was back in the room and passed it off as a dream. I felt every minute of this and it was so real.
At the age of 14. I had little fragments of a vision come to me. I'm in pace nothing is holding me in, just space all around. I could see stars all over.
Then I'm in this circular room, there's a round table in the center. I see a long stretched window that I could see stars out of in this room. Then I see my self as a child looking out this window at all the stars. Then I see out the window a giant red swirly planet and there's a tall figure next to me, he then points to that planet. I get a sense that he's telling me where he is from. But as I pictured all this coming to me I put that as me in a past life. but now I'm not so sure what it was or meant.
I have had also many dreams of being captured and taken to caves, smooth caves. large with sleeping areas. And at the end of this cave is a large water hole that I feel is the ocean. Every time I have these cave dreams other persons are there, too. Like one or two people. I feel I always want to escape this cave and I feel my behavior is being watched by other people. I never new what this meant, until as of late.
Being awoken by someone: At 16 I was awoken by my heart pounding very hard and fast. I couldn't breath, it felt like someone was pushing my chest in. I didn't want to move or open my eyes because I was scared out of my mind by the feeling somebody tall was looking down at me very close as if examining me to see if I was ok after something that happened... the entity that came to my mind was the devil him self. I later fell back to sleep.
I have had these on and off since that age.
Another strange one was I awoke in my room with the same effects of a panic attack but I could only open my eyes and I could see sitting on my love sofa a tall figure, I couldn't see this person, I also felt he was there to see if I was ok after something that I did. but I later put what I thought he looked like but it wasn't that way, I just did that my self.
I'm an adult now here. So, one morning I awoke with a patch of my beard missing clean off my chin in a triangle shape, like burnt off but with no signs of being burnt. That was 3yrs ago and still hasn't grown back all the way. This was before I saw this sighting. I have pictures of before and after that, too.
I recently after my sighting have had a connection with some entity. I feel like I get little broken sentences and the meaning of them by feelings sorta speak.
I also feel if my emotions are being watched, if that makes sense. Like processed...?
When all this hit me I was a nervous wreck. I was I'll, it all hit me too fast and hard. All this above hit me like a big rock to my reality. I sensed it was them, from that craft that wanted me to wake up sort of speak. This all just hit me once I saw this object. Because of all this I had a break down, bad. I had a hard time with it all, I felt lost. I know now but when I sit back and think about it all... I have to hang on and not let it drive me crazy, you know...still ?
I have some more that I could add, but it will make this a lot longer. Or if you want to know...?
I haven't been bugged by anything like above except electrical anomalies the same as I always had since a child.
Oh and almost for got I can see auras but can not read them, but in animals I can sense the animals emotions.
My questions:
I am still looking for answers, because I know this sounds crazy but I have to remind my self it all happened and its real lol
What do you think or you will just say I'm having a lucid dreams except for the sighting I have photos of that and my wife saw, but if thats real then why not whats happening/ed to me...?
Is this normal for contactees?
Can you enlighten me?
If you have questions too, I will be glad to answer them, also?
Thanx.
So, heres my story, and its long.
On 02/28/2011 My sighting
I was out smoking on the steps watching some planes. I look of to my right and bamb, there was a huge fiery ball, which looked like a cherry off a cigarette.
It was about 500' up or more and about a quarter of a mile away. I waited it for a minute, to verify what it was.
I ran in to get my binoculars to see what it was. Looking threw my bino's, I seen attached to this light was a translucent body which looked like a half diamond. I go back in the house and tell my wife to look out the window there's a ufo. She said, that's not a ufo but the she stopped and stared at it like she was confused, then she wanted to go out side and see it. So, we go out side, I grab my phone to take some pictures. Then as it was moving very slow towards the north. She also seen the translucent body but called it a a glowing parachute. Then It got to where it was parallel to us straight to our west, hovers for a minute, lets us watch it, then shoots up till it looked like a star.
Goes east for about a mile blinking its fiery ball on and off. Turns north for a short distance then turns off the fireball and all you could see was its translucent body as it starts to fall very fast spinning and changing shape to what appeared to be a raindrop.
Get this. then it swoops towards us, like a bull would charge you very fast or a car coming straight at you. Then my wife tries to pull me in but I'm just watching it. She starts crying and just then it just drops down below my nabors mobil home which is about 15' the most. After that, no bangs booms or flashes. It took place around 2 hours. I watched it pretty much the hole time with my bino's.
When I seen this thing feelings and random words popped into my head, the words were: abduction, have been taken, controlling weather and other strange event are going to happen., They can hide by going invisible., are here in swarms.
After this event:
I cant remember when but I know it was a few days after. I kept getting woken up by a whooshing spinning sound and every time my heart would pound hard. It would get loud then low, high pitched or soft.
After a few hours of being woken, the sound got really fast and loud right then, bam something grabbed my bedrooms door knob and pushed the door very hard like if being angry and slamming the door. I jumped up so fast and ran to see what it was and nothing. The next day my bedroom smelled like sulfur. I also got the vision of this being doing this action and that they are cold/emotionless and very shy. I have had more visions coming to me of these biengs and me, that it gives me chills to think about. lol
A wake up after:
The dreams/memories I have gotten back after this sighting. One was where I was a 4yr old child. I was in a room and I felt something wanted me, at the time I called it "a bad guy", he was calling me or I felt he was calling/wanted me. I was scared so I ran behind a door that was against the wall. Then, I didn't know it but he was there waiting as if he knew I was going to go there, so he grabbed me. I later was back in the room and passed it off as a dream. I felt every minute of this and it was so real.
At the age of 14. I had little fragments of a vision come to me. I'm in pace nothing is holding me in, just space all around. I could see stars all over.
Then I'm in this circular room, there's a round table in the center. I see a long stretched window that I could see stars out of in this room. Then I see my self as a child looking out this window at all the stars. Then I see out the window a giant red swirly planet and there's a tall figure next to me, he then points to that planet. I get a sense that he's telling me where he is from. But as I pictured all this coming to me I put that as me in a past life. but now I'm not so sure what it was or meant.
I have had also many dreams of being captured and taken to caves, smooth caves. large with sleeping areas. And at the end of this cave is a large water hole that I feel is the ocean. Every time I have these cave dreams other persons are there, too. Like one or two people. I feel I always want to escape this cave and I feel my behavior is being watched by other people. I never new what this meant, until as of late.
Being awoken by someone: At 16 I was awoken by my heart pounding very hard and fast. I couldn't breath, it felt like someone was pushing my chest in. I didn't want to move or open my eyes because I was scared out of my mind by the feeling somebody tall was looking down at me very close as if examining me to see if I was ok after something that happened... the entity that came to my mind was the devil him self. I later fell back to sleep.
I have had these on and off since that age.
Another strange one was I awoke in my room with the same effects of a panic attack but I could only open my eyes and I could see sitting on my love sofa a tall figure, I couldn't see this person, I also felt he was there to see if I was ok after something that I did. but I later put what I thought he looked like but it wasn't that way, I just did that my self.
I'm an adult now here. So, one morning I awoke with a patch of my beard missing clean off my chin in a triangle shape, like burnt off but with no signs of being burnt. That was 3yrs ago and still hasn't grown back all the way. This was before I saw this sighting. I have pictures of before and after that, too.
I recently after my sighting have had a connection with some entity. I feel like I get little broken sentences and the meaning of them by feelings sorta speak.
I also feel if my emotions are being watched, if that makes sense. Like processed...?
When all this hit me I was a nervous wreck. I was I'll, it all hit me too fast and hard. All this above hit me like a big rock to my reality. I sensed it was them, from that craft that wanted me to wake up sort of speak. This all just hit me once I saw this object. Because of all this I had a break down, bad. I had a hard time with it all, I felt lost. I know now but when I sit back and think about it all... I have to hang on and not let it drive me crazy, you know...still ?
I have some more that I could add, but it will make this a lot longer. Or if you want to know...?
I haven't been bugged by anything like above except electrical anomalies the same as I always had since a child.
Oh and almost for got I can see auras but can not read them, but in animals I can sense the animals emotions.
My questions:
I am still looking for answers, because I know this sounds crazy but I have to remind my self it all happened and its real lol
What do you think or you will just say I'm having a lucid dreams except for the sighting I have photos of that and my wife saw, but if thats real then why not whats happening/ed to me...?
Is this normal for contactees?
Can you enlighten me?
If you have questions too, I will be glad to answer them, also?
Thanx.