Always been a very big skeptic but...

[rocbluenorange]

By all admission, I've always been sort of open minded. At least, in the sense that I do believe there are extraterrestrial beings, somewhere out there...that there is life on other planets, that there are civilizations far beyond our understanding and capabilities. However, I've always been a big skeptic when it comes to alien abduction, despite certain vague memories in my lifetime that should have been reason enough to possibly believe.
That being said, I suppose I should start explaining what has been going on, however hard it may be for me to actually put these things down on paper. Lately, I have just been.. different. I find myself doing things that I don't normally do, without any good reasons behind them. For example, I'll be laying down in my bed and really, out of nowhere get this urge to just.. walk to the window and look up at the sky. I've spent many nights recently avoiding my bed, choosing to sleep on a recliner in the living room instead. Beyond those two habitual abnormalities for me, one thing did provoke me recently to choose to accept that certain things are going on, and even cause me to sit here and begin to write this in hopes of some words of advice or even support. I woke up the other night after I had fallen asleep on my couch, facing the backrests on my couch, to a bright light. (Not sure if this whole encounter was a dream but it certainly didn't feel like it) I opened my eyes, and i felt a piercing drilling, buzzing sound inside my left ear (which was facing up). I tried SO hard to move, yell, to turn around, but even though I was trying with ALL my strength, all i was able to do was move my left leg (again, facing up) very slightly. It felt like there was someone in the room with me, but despite how hard I tried I could not move, and it got to the point where I felt so defeated. I just gave up. I didnt know what was going on, I was laying there with my heart beating a million beats a second, and couldnt do anything about it. Next thing I knew, it was 7 am, and i woke up from my sleep. Again, maybe this was all a dream but it just didn't feel like it, in my mind I think that I know that it wasnt a dream. Now, I cant even sleep any more. Every time I close my eyes, I have certain images in my head that in all honesty terrify me. Looking back into my childhood I've always had dreams, very vivid ones, but I always attributed those dreams to just being a kid with an imagination running wild, who has watched too many scary movies. I guess at this point, I'll leave it open to any words that any of you can share. Thanks for taking the time to read.

[Bonnie Jean Mitchell]

Hi there rocbluenorange,
You are waking up to the true nature of this reality -- and it's not what you were taught in school. You may have noticed that you are not the only one who is changing and acting differently lately; everyone is , in one form or another, for better or for worse. The planet and everyone on it is experiencing fluctuating waves of changing energy because there is a spiritual ascension process happening. Everyone has a choice right now to be open and adapt to change or to be afraid of it and stay behind. Don't cling onto the past and your old way of life -- now is the time to let go and not be afraid.

Sometimes, during the transitional phase of moving from this physical dimension to another, such as the astral plane, your body will become paralyzed as you swiftly move through vibrational frequencies. This is a normal process. If it happens again, just relax and know that you will be able to move soon. If you keep your eyes open, you will learn more about your situation so you can better control it in the future.

Part of you, your real self or spirit, knows about the changes and is waking up. The other part of you, the personality who has lived through years of programming, is fighting the change. This happens in everyone. We each go through stages, and part of getting through each stage is letting go of another programmed behavior that does us no good.

What are the images you are seeing?

Many Blessings, Bonnie