for bonnie the admin
Posted: Sun Nov 24, 2013 10:51 pm
i love the book so far and it is very nice to know someone can use energy.
i was gifted tremndous energy so much so i mever run out. but i lack control outside of this pbysical plane. last sleep i was terrified that i was captive in alien hands but finding myself in doubt i couldnt move quickly to attack. i was one foot from slicing through one of them. in my moment of focus i converged a powerful energy from within and formed a barrier. they then were weakened and left me alone.
if i become lucid i have overbearing power. i was attacked by something and was hardly focused and just messing around. but i was hurt and brought to terms that things were serious. sudden lucid bursts in these situations are common defense perks i have. i immediately summoned a hard and heavy energy and dropped this thing as a ball shaped device. the object was heavy enough and the impact hard enough that it went through to the subway level. i smashed it twice and found the being did not get back up. sometimes i dont understand things but when in danger it is easiest to do something simple and decisive. ive been in some dimensions for these battles. i never know where i am. the basic defensive instinct is anger for me as well.
i did not mean to cut the being in the first intance but i did want to feel safe. luckily for him my inner doubt held back my abilities. the energy i used was expelled but with no thought.
only once was i in the astral plane in my own accord. but how i still did not know. i have defenses from experience. i was young and built armor but instead of light i solidified energy. its tough and hard and it absorbs energy versus being impacted with energy. i used skills i was gifted with to forge this armor. if i put thought towards energy it tends to solidify in forms so i have swords dispersed in the aura about me. i merely bring the energy together to use them. but mainly i cannot maintain control without more experience. i also know that one should remain stealthy so i give off a hard to spot signal and a white aura to stay out of sight.
during this excursion i was flying towards the sky using an energy boost and made it to the upper atmosphere. if only i had kept up and allowed all my defenses to be on. i could have toured the world. but something kept tabs on me. i remember being behind a shadow colored fence and the whole place was dark. my vision was scattered seeing only distorted fields. i was not a fan of this. i then remembered i have aces for all situations. so i merely expended a large energy surge damaging everything. i remember being in some desert next. in a chunk of something i think was a part of my prison. only then could i wake up.
i wish i could actually control myself though. otherwise this whole world ive been in is just fragments. if i can help people develop energy internally the ones who need it can access a wide pool of untapped energy. im more of a conservative to this energy. i dont like using external power as it may disrupt things. if i do it is to heall others or protect my life in severe situations.
this particular message was refering to that girl you couldnt save in the training portiom of your book. if energy was an issue i know a little way to improve it.
i suppose you have the training i require in tbe book. i consider the gift so far nice and wish to help if i can. ive already learned the concept of not alloing fear or doubt to slow you down. i wont spoil more of the story but it has taught me much about what can be done. i figure if i advanced myself to your level of psychic ability my vast reserves of energy would help me to protect myself and get answers to my questions.
before i forget i consider the book as a favor if you need more energy to help people i would like to return the favor and see if i can form a battery of sorts.
one last thing i was gifted energy i have it in surplus. i say this because the energy saved me. a gift is better served paying it forward.
im sorry if this is displeasing. im just excited to see someone doing the things others find impossible. keep up the good work.
i was gifted tremndous energy so much so i mever run out. but i lack control outside of this pbysical plane. last sleep i was terrified that i was captive in alien hands but finding myself in doubt i couldnt move quickly to attack. i was one foot from slicing through one of them. in my moment of focus i converged a powerful energy from within and formed a barrier. they then were weakened and left me alone.
if i become lucid i have overbearing power. i was attacked by something and was hardly focused and just messing around. but i was hurt and brought to terms that things were serious. sudden lucid bursts in these situations are common defense perks i have. i immediately summoned a hard and heavy energy and dropped this thing as a ball shaped device. the object was heavy enough and the impact hard enough that it went through to the subway level. i smashed it twice and found the being did not get back up. sometimes i dont understand things but when in danger it is easiest to do something simple and decisive. ive been in some dimensions for these battles. i never know where i am. the basic defensive instinct is anger for me as well.
i did not mean to cut the being in the first intance but i did want to feel safe. luckily for him my inner doubt held back my abilities. the energy i used was expelled but with no thought.
only once was i in the astral plane in my own accord. but how i still did not know. i have defenses from experience. i was young and built armor but instead of light i solidified energy. its tough and hard and it absorbs energy versus being impacted with energy. i used skills i was gifted with to forge this armor. if i put thought towards energy it tends to solidify in forms so i have swords dispersed in the aura about me. i merely bring the energy together to use them. but mainly i cannot maintain control without more experience. i also know that one should remain stealthy so i give off a hard to spot signal and a white aura to stay out of sight.
during this excursion i was flying towards the sky using an energy boost and made it to the upper atmosphere. if only i had kept up and allowed all my defenses to be on. i could have toured the world. but something kept tabs on me. i remember being behind a shadow colored fence and the whole place was dark. my vision was scattered seeing only distorted fields. i was not a fan of this. i then remembered i have aces for all situations. so i merely expended a large energy surge damaging everything. i remember being in some desert next. in a chunk of something i think was a part of my prison. only then could i wake up.
i wish i could actually control myself though. otherwise this whole world ive been in is just fragments. if i can help people develop energy internally the ones who need it can access a wide pool of untapped energy. im more of a conservative to this energy. i dont like using external power as it may disrupt things. if i do it is to heall others or protect my life in severe situations.
this particular message was refering to that girl you couldnt save in the training portiom of your book. if energy was an issue i know a little way to improve it.
i suppose you have the training i require in tbe book. i consider the gift so far nice and wish to help if i can. ive already learned the concept of not alloing fear or doubt to slow you down. i wont spoil more of the story but it has taught me much about what can be done. i figure if i advanced myself to your level of psychic ability my vast reserves of energy would help me to protect myself and get answers to my questions.
before i forget i consider the book as a favor if you need more energy to help people i would like to return the favor and see if i can form a battery of sorts.
one last thing i was gifted energy i have it in surplus. i say this because the energy saved me. a gift is better served paying it forward.
im sorry if this is displeasing. im just excited to see someone doing the things others find impossible. keep up the good work.