Going past the dejavu
Posted: Fri Jun 19, 2015 2:20 pm
Hello friends!
I'm going through some things I can explain what is but I cant explain why they happen...
First, lets get this out of the way:
Do you know what s a dejavu? Is a feeling that we have when we are at a place or seeing something that we feel that happened before.
Well, as the title says here, I'm going pats this and I'm doing things that later i found out really never happened and just I remember ever doing them.
Let me tell some examples in case I didn't made much sense:
At home:
-I'm borrowing the Xfiles DVD collection from a friend to watch everynight; So everynight is a disc with 4 episodes.
When I reached the 19th disc, I started to notice that I already seen those episodes before on those boxes. I rechecked many times but there was none of those episodes before but yet, I could remember each scene, each speech, even the disc's art itself (which are all different from each other).
-I love games, I collect them, so I buy a batch of games every 2 months. Anyways, in the last batch of games, I played quite a lot of one of them, and by half of it, I noticed I was doing things I knew I had done before, but my percentage of complection said otherwise (couldn't be a technical issue because I was playing it non stop when I started to notiice that).
At work:
-People order me to do things I know I already have done but thenI go check and is nothing done.
-I get calls asking for help (I work on a help desk) and when the person says it's name, I already remember the issue it had and I ask if it happened again and the person gets baffled because he says that never called me before and I knew what he had as issue...
And so on...
Guys, this is affecting me, I keep wondering myself if I'm really living all of this or is just a damn vivid premonition and I dunno when it starts or stops. That makes me carzy...insane... scared...
I'm going through some things I can explain what is but I cant explain why they happen...
First, lets get this out of the way:
Do you know what s a dejavu? Is a feeling that we have when we are at a place or seeing something that we feel that happened before.
Well, as the title says here, I'm going pats this and I'm doing things that later i found out really never happened and just I remember ever doing them.
Let me tell some examples in case I didn't made much sense:
At home:
-I'm borrowing the Xfiles DVD collection from a friend to watch everynight; So everynight is a disc with 4 episodes.
When I reached the 19th disc, I started to notice that I already seen those episodes before on those boxes. I rechecked many times but there was none of those episodes before but yet, I could remember each scene, each speech, even the disc's art itself (which are all different from each other).
-I love games, I collect them, so I buy a batch of games every 2 months. Anyways, in the last batch of games, I played quite a lot of one of them, and by half of it, I noticed I was doing things I knew I had done before, but my percentage of complection said otherwise (couldn't be a technical issue because I was playing it non stop when I started to notiice that).
At work:
-People order me to do things I know I already have done but thenI go check and is nothing done.
-I get calls asking for help (I work on a help desk) and when the person says it's name, I already remember the issue it had and I ask if it happened again and the person gets baffled because he says that never called me before and I knew what he had as issue...
And so on...
Guys, this is affecting me, I keep wondering myself if I'm really living all of this or is just a damn vivid premonition and I dunno when it starts or stops. That makes me carzy...insane... scared...