What are Reptillians & Mantids Doing To My Spine ?

[Spiral]

Or; My Life as an Experiment

Written on 25 Jan 2014

About 10 days ago or so I awoke with a strange tenderness on my spine, right between the shoulder blades, and a terrible feelings of disorientation, dread & dispair.

Today when I felt my back its was very sore & there was a mark like a small puncture wound, which became more irritating as the day went on (frankly it was driving me mad), by evening it felt like there was a tiny bit if fine wire sticking out, so I used a venom suction machine on it & which seemed to do the trick, but I could not see an object in what had come out, but then I could no longer feel this little sharp thing sticking out either, and then over days it started to heal.

However on an mental & emotional level I was getting worse & worse, the sense of futility & dread were off the scales, only the sense of duty to my wife kept me here, the blackness was so engulfing I don't think I could have even spelt love, never mind felt it.

Long ago I discovered that a sense of duty can be used as leverage against such states, probably because it comes from the reptilian part of the brain (rather ironically as I shall get to).

To make matters worse I was getting triggered by all kinds of things which caused surges of cortisol, leaving me unable to sleep & exhausted.

I struggled & fought to “get it together” & on Wednesday (22.1.14) managed to get into a deep meditation, which culminated in a memory surging to the surface, after which I very rapidly got back to my old self.

The memory was short but extremely intense, I am certain its a memory due to the way it felt, it certainly wasn't a dream or imagination.

I was in a state of blackout when what felt like someone was drilling a hole in my spine with a small red hot drill bit woke my consciousness from a very deep state of shut down, my body was completely paralysed.

I was laid on my right side on a metal table & some thing was behind me, I was aware of a “hand” on my left arm holding me in place.

However all that was swamped by the loud cracking sound of what sounded like bones, and the overwhelming odour of hot blood, the sort of blood smell that only comes from inside of an animal when its being gutted.

As my eyes came into focus in front of me was another metal operating table parallel to mine 3-4 m away, with two large green Reptoids one either side of the table (the farther one being a browny green) , the one my side had its back to me & blocked a clear view of the other one, I could smell them despite the sickly stench of blood too.

On the table was something I never want to see again, there was what looked like a young man with darkish skin, possibly half cast, on his back, where his left arm should have been there was a gaping wound, & his chest was open like in an autopsy, the Reptoid was in front of his lower abdomen & pelvis, and there were no legs the other side of the Reptoid on the bottom half of the table.

The guys face from the ear forward was also missing.

At this point everything went black.
It is now 5 days later and the memory is in mind any time I am not busy or reading, so its been enough time to mull it over whilst its still very fresh, and what has formed over the last couple of days is that it was some kind of communication in a very reptilian way, they were letting me know something in their brutal & direct way, not enough to tell me anything of great value other than I have some meaning, value or purpose to them, beyond being a lump of meat.

My suspicions are around spines & psychic abilities, possibly spinal fluid & intense fear too.

My youngest brother who was incredibly psychic as a boy has had to have metal rods put in his back to fuse 14 vertebrae just last summer, there is no explanation for why his spine just started collapsing, we are part of a massive family & no one else has got the litany of ailments that my brothers have, I am the only one of the sybs who doesn't need medicines to stay alive.

Two years ago I found myself naked & paralysed on my back on a metal table, there was a large being to my left in a white coat, and two much larger beings behind it, they all had blurry heads but it was obvious that it was a Mantid & two Reptoids.

There was a fourth being behind my head & slightly to the right, who told me telepathically that They would shield my heart & I wouldn't die, which was nice of it, then they started electrocuting me, the pain was incredible, my back was arched like a horseshoe with the juice they were pumping through me, it seemed to go on forever until I eventually blacked out.

Afterwards I was in a bad way, I couldn't even drive for several days and couldn't extend my arms, it was months before I was anything like normal again.

Written 14.Feb.2014


I have had two more things come out of my back just like the first, the second one came out from the next joint between my vertebrae up, it felt like a tiny piece of wire just like the first, & I used the venom pump again, and it looked like a tiny length of wire only about 6mm long, this time it was broad daylight & it just dissolved within seconds into the blood that came out with it. (the first time was at night & there was nothing there by the time I had got a magnifying glass & torch).

Then several days later the exact same thing happened one vertebrae joint up, & was accompanied by a terrible wave of negative emotions (loosh ???).

Written 19. Feb 2014
I just removed another one of those "things" out of my spine, god knows what they are or why they are there, the hole they leave seems to heal much faster than other small wounds too.


Anyone else had anything like this ?

Any ideas what they might be, or what the purpose of this is ?

[Bonnie Jean Mitchell]

Hello Spiral,
Wow. I am sorry to hear about your painful experiences. There have been some other posts about spinal operations and two people even said they had their tailbones removed! Here are links to some of the other posts about spines:

October 2011 My "Scar" Story

Aliens in room - Has this happened to anyone?

Making Contact on Purpose

During my lifetime of experiences, both good and bad, I have undergone various medical procedures, operations and surgeries. I was always told they were for my own good; sometimes they told me it was to heal some pain that I had, and sometimes they said it was to help me live on Earth, and then sometimes it was to help me survive the "pole shift." For the most part, the beings who performed these operations seemed to be benevolent and treated me with care.

I am sorry to hear that it has not been that way for you...except to gain the sympathy of a war-like Reptilian. What I would suggest first is to find a way to protect yourself and do whatever you can to prevent this from happening. I created a meditation that focuses on Grounding, Centering, and Shielding. This might help you get balanced and find your inner strength that can help you have more control over the encounters.

Here is an excerpt from my book, Invitation to the Self; journey with the star people, that describes one encounter when small, blue beings drilled into the back of my head, leaving me with an implant and a cyst:

"I was inside a circular metal room, about 20 feet in diameter, aboard what seemed to be a spaceship. I stood still and watched while the little blue robots swarmed all around me, only as tall as my waist. There were approximately six beings in my immediate vicinity and others running errands in other parts of the room. They were communicating with one another and very busily running back and forth, doing their work, which somehow involved me. I knew they wanted to “operate” on me, and even though I couldn’t be sure, I assumed it would be an easy, outpatient type of procedure. I had picked up this bit of information by listening and observing. I remained calm and patient, more curious than afraid.

I had been standing in what was an information area - there were no seats or operating tables in this section of the room, so when they were finished with that "information gathering" part of their work, they escorted me to a place on the opposite side of the room. There was a circular indention in the floor, about 6 inches deep. They asked me to step down into it and stand there. Two of them helped me step down and turn so I was facing a wall. I had free movement of my body; they were just leading me. I asked them why I needed an operation and the response was that I had "pain" and they needed to fix it (this is a typical response that I have heard over and over again, and it is obviously not the whole truth).

I was staring at what looked to me like the back of a television set, which they had asked me to "keep my eyes on." At that point, things became confusing to me; my head became dizzy and my vision was out of focus. What I saw was a tool that was drilling into the back of the supposed television set. There was a loud BANG and a flash of light, and the operation was over. I then realized that the hole being drilled was not into the back of a television set, but into the back of my head!

Within the week, I had developed a lump in the same location on the back of my head. I went to a local doctor (a general practitioner) who said I had a cyst that could be removed with surgery, or I could just let it sit there and, if it bothered me, he could prescribe pain medication." ~pages 23-24


It is not unusual at all for alien abductees or contactees to experience medical exams, operations, and surgeries. There is definitely some kind of agenda, part of it is the creation of hybrid children. I do not know what they are doing to your spine, but I suggest you practice meditation, astral travel (or Out-Of-Body travel), and keep yourself in a high vibrational frequency of happiness and love to build up your resistance to this. You are enduring a major challenge, but you will be able to pull through and gain control with practice.

Good Luck to you.
Many Blessings, Bonnie

[guarded1]

okay sometimes these beings take bodily fluids to concoct chemicals of sorts. i had a dream once telling me of a person who fits your description being damaged in the spine, by aliens. after surveying the spine im almost positive they hav been the cause of fhese incidents. only they could do this so efficiently. you have been pushed to limits however. the damage isnt pretty and well the spine needs help. ordinarily id ask for permission but this is dangerous. besides none before have failed to exceed the expectations of my unorthodox therapy. what i wish to do is the opposite of what has been done by these creatures.

before i do so let me explain i excel in many ablities. my strongest healing is however elecromagnetic. i wish for you to explain how you feel after ive finished my work. on top of this ive developed the wave emitter to balance the body to withstand solar radiation and pole shifts. its electromagnetic and adaptive. however because the wave emitter was mass produced ive always had to go back and add a function and power cells. so again ive modified a light barrier by the time this is live. hopefully its effective.

as for the electromagnetic therapy imagine an etherical construct consisting of electromagnetic frequencies being attached to you. im working out varaible function and creating an off base nervous unit. it should reinforce your spine. this unit mixes well with people. however two points must be clear. any time i do this i need to know what happened to you such as did you become more tired or weakened. that just requires i put more power into the device so it takes less out on you. the other is did it help.

also had i not been saved from the aliens at age four i might have gone through similar dangerous expiraments.
ive locked heads plenty of times however and being protected while beneficial paints a target on you. my life seems to be squeezed by these beings and at times their frequencies screw me up. i dont want to say ive advanced in psychic power as im always shown there is something more. but i know what works and i doubt my electromagnetic abilities are anything to snuff at. this construct is an enhacement system. it overcomes certain natural limits carrying power over from all spaces in which inhabits your mind body and spirit. while at first it taxes all the bodies, modifying the power sources solves this problem. however it reinforces every part of the body.

since this is closed however it will only reinforce based on given commands. its easy to switch but im not forcing that on someone. however ive decided to supercharge the system so it has better functions. this is hard to type i keep getting sidetracked. i attempted to post 7/24/14.

im just going to get to work before i lose track of things. ill try to explain nervous better sometime but my mind doesnt keep up all the time. im in a bout of fog sometimes.

[guarded1]

the longer im awake the sharper my focus becomes. using ether the way i have i have anti fatigue and staves for pushing physical boundaries. without nervous id be weaker in all aspects.

im going to attempt a review of nervous. the basis of this creation was the masters need to gain control of himself. he started by aligning the bodies of the mind the physical self and the spirit. this also injected a compound that boosted each aspect respectively. however producing this compound drain resources from physical and mental resources. however that has been updated with attachments such as batteries and ai replicas to handle these resources corrcetly. each person took to it differently requiring a stiff period to allow the consciousness to adapt to all the changes.

until that is completed its all guesswork so for this special case i added an electromagnetic stamina buffer to support this transition phase. however it will deplete once the body has adjusted. so if the person runs into unexplained fatigue or mental stress it means the buffer wore off. i added twenty battery cores. a battery consists of energy and a rare ether element that draws from the infinite void of universal energy. it maintains a 100% usage rate with 0% loss. it only loses energy should the spaces energy collapse. but it has a reserve system in place reducing usage to 65% allowing a maintained storage. the magic of cores is the gift i give them allowing them to perform as i specify. but they are efficient.

as for mental boost 90% of all computations are vied to an ai replica handling tremendous amounts of dats and only translating the links to the brains normal capacity to understand them. however i used a forced system which links very little to run ona cloed loop should the person be unconscious.

that was just the exo. nervous is a step further taking the masters exo and making it link everything to a deeper level. this allows nervs to be hyper reactive especially in a fight ir flight scenario. heavy reflex improvements. the only part that is imperfect is the strength enhancement. so i put a more basic setting in the loop allowing the person in this case ”spiral to discover how that works. but a good hint is to focus your ether into the muscles or hopefully even better your spine. speaking of spinal adaptions this system was intricate forcing a default control system creating an armor replica and performing a complex mesh weaving the spiritual spine and mental spine int the physical spine. thus allowing the ether cell therapy to recover the etherical spines strength.
this power is intrusive and im sorry i did so without your approval. i found it unfair of them using you for spinal material. so in essence the entire system should begin fixing spinal damage that modern medicine could not. if not its a powerful support system. i should be introducing ether cells soon.

on last thing however is the soma kit i attached to the spine. its equipped with a self sufficient power supply an ai and plenty of healthy energy. it should reinforce the spinal structure like it reinforced my grandfathers heart saving his life i might add. however should you feel up to it i could use a more powerful healing ability. it expends energy but i recover quickly.

this may sound crazy however and granted ive made many claims but im a healer at heart. and would love to get some feedback. if your the kind if person that can sense presences you might find a healthy warmth every now and then infusing stamina into your system.

i wish to be less scary as my powers are invasive but when beings tamper with a persons functions i cant help but undo them. the spinal mesh should boost neurological transmission. if you do feel better and that is an if you might find opening the system into your own loop but for now the closed loop will save you from mental stress. oh speaking of mental stress i generated a core 35% is routed to the mind to clean up psychic stress while the other 35% will support ether cell production. youll notice a core requires 30% to maintain its existance but by resting it rejuvenates. its powerful stuff. now im going to stop and setup the ether cell
therapy...

...30 seconds later it should start. however an ether cell regenerates cells by first mapping the brains design of the area produces ether celss that rebuild the etheric bodies areas which stimulates repair in the phyical body. its tricky but i have used this on myself.

im left to my own devices at this point. it should be stabilized around 7/27/14.

before i forget the apocolypse orb meant for emergencies has been modified with more power. it should us electromagnetics to bend out a light barrier but its two fold. the spinal mesh emits holy energy and produces a nasty sting to any malevolent force. finally the triple reinforcement of the defiant power further wards evil intentions. consider its costs waived as i wish your stamina to remain intact. it however instead will drain off of me. defant power now courses in you as a precaution should any being still find a way in to mess with your back it will most likely do more harm than good. since yesterday its power has cycled within you. however bear in mind it is a curse to malevolence. it might unravel less experienced beings that arent human.

that almost sums up what ive done. if i explained every benefit of the defiant power it would take time. last i checked this all worked when the master did it. im taking a decent risk on myself for this. i believe in the powers i used though. anything i did can be undone too, especially if i went too far.