Some of my experiences (pleiadian ETs?)
Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2018 7:39 pm
So i'm new on this forum, thought came yesterday that i really maybe need to talk about few experiences of mine, and hopefully get more perspective and thoughts from you if you have any similar experiences. Haven't much talk about these few experiences of mine. But excpecially one case haunts me at some level still. The guestion goes; Was i really contacted with possible pleiadian ETs almost one decade ago, or was it just somekind of fantasy? So.. I try to keep my story as short as possible, and sorry for my not so perfect english grammar also.
To make story short; I am a male being, now in my 30s. I have seen quite wierd dreams beginning from my childhood, like many many dreams about lights appearing in the nightly sky in different formations etc. I had huge obsession on ufos and stars also already when i was a child In a time before internet. The problem was there wasn't much information back then. I had obsession to ghosts and afterlife, and almost every subject concerning paranormal and spiritual also. Some kind of dream paralysises or twilight zone states started also at very young age. All started with feeling that something is trying to slowly pull my blanket downwards when i was trying to sleep. Every night. I remember how i asked my dad one morning about that. He didn't say much. At some point, this feeling started to change in way that i noticed it was infact i that was moving horizontally, not the blanket. So almost every night i started to feel that i'm flying through the wall, horizontally, not vertically like astral projection etc is pictured many times. It just feeled like i was flying in emptyness or space moving towards something. First i guess i thought everyone was doing the same thing at nights what i did, what ever it was. At some point, i started to understand they don't. Also.. I started to experience lucid dreams before i got to school.
At some point when i was little older, these mystical experiences halted for many years. At least most of em. I didn't much thought anything concerning ufos, ghosts, paranormal or any stuff like that. Just losing myself in computer games etc, and i was starting to get naturally more interested with artistic life; music, booze and girls than possible ETs or anything spiritual.
Then came more difficult times with depression etc. First dark night of the souls, we all have our share of them i guess. But.. I really still try to keep this short as possible, so i will maybe leave much stuff out, maybe i add more later if something important comes to mind. So.. However; After depression, few panic attacks, and small period without apartment in my start 20s, things started to look more bright again when i got apartment etc. For some reason withcraft and paganism started to call me. (One funny little thing was the only thing last owner leaved there for some reason was poster on the wall about the shitty movie The Eye (2008); So however; I started to get facinated for wicca, magic and so on. I started to read anything about tarots, magic, kabbala, shamanism etc. about spirits, gods and goddesses. I wanted to know. Reading and believing wasn't enough. I decided to became a witch. I wanted to find my own guides or my own god and goddes if they were real, i was still agnostik and skeptic (what i still am at some healthy level.) I thought that maybe ufos and ETs are after all just some newage bullshit. I hadn't never see em with my own eyes after all. I had seen moving lights in the sky in my dreams many times but not in real life. I decided i didn't want to hear ever again about ufos or aliens, or stars. I wanted to found true religion and faith from paganism and witchcraft. Holy feminine, Goddes somehow seemed to call me. I saw one particular dream also some time before that increased my obsession towards witchcraft, wicca end holy feminine even more. My first somekind of energy experience happened when i infact tryed to paint that beautiful nocturnal vision. When i painted, i started too feel very strong energy in my solar plexus area that seemed to start rising upwards. It thought i was going insane for a while. That experience however, seemed somehow cure my depression for some time if i remember correct.
So.. The real experience why im here happened in some time when i started to want know about my own possible guides. I had many wierd experiences at same time; Dream paralysises started also again after long brake (at least from minor ones) in totally new ways, and i started to get more familiar with the paralysis itself. I saw my first visual dream paralysis hallucinations, some wierd ufo probe looking thing that had red light, appering from the wall and floating in the air above me. I tryed to banish that with earth pentagram in my mind and it worked.. Thing just got smaller and smaller until it banished until when it come again next night, this time it crawled in the pillow, just next to my head. That was little creepy. I remember when i saw that same red light pulsing when i got myself to move my head a little. I just forced my self to awake then. But then i started to feel new sensations in that paralysis state (i had already experienced many times that "buzzing" sound etc) ; I started to feel how my legs start to rise up in to mid air.. To about 40-60 degrees, same time when the sound and vibrations in your mind and body rises and rises in volume and pitch until it feels that it will blow your head up in any moment. It really feels that there is some kind of space ship above the home that is trying to suck your astral body out of you with violence. That was something new however.. Paralysises got stronger than ever. If i tell everything that happened back then in nights, this will became way too long. (and you will think that i am maybe even more crazy than i am.) But one dream that i saw in two parts, i need to share before the main story or experience: (the reason is there is one small wierd possible connection to this "abduction" case in where i will get really soon.)
I had seen before i moved, about year or so one very disturbing dream where i was in my childhoods home, in that dream, i started suddenly hear low but very loud and vibrating humming sound, everything was like shaking around me. I looked out the window to see where it came from, and saw how massive flying pyramid descents slowly from the sky, covering the whole horizon and the light of the sun. Feeling was just overhelming and chaotic, scary as hell until i woked up. Wierd thing and syncronisation was that at that same particular time, videos about flying pyramids started to appear in internets ufo pages. It was wierd but i thought they were all fakes like they probably were.
So.. Dream got part II about year from that or so, when i moved to this new apartment at same time when those dream paralysises and wierd twilight zones started again; Suddenly in a dream, i awaked now from some different place.. I saw dunes and sand around me.. Lots of it. Thought appeared that i am in ancient egypt or something like that. This feeling increased when i saw those massive familiar kind of pyramids again in front of me. There was also something else; A huge figure in front of me and the pyramid. This giant like figure looked like some old pharaoh or so. If i remember correctly, and i guess i do, it had bird like head, or somekind of bird mask at least. It was however; Very scary thing because it appeared to be so powerful and unhuman. I started now to look around me; I look to the left and i now saw i wasn't alone.. There was people standing in line and i was one of them. I guess they or we had somekind of brownish skirts like slaves have weared or so and no shirts. Feeling started to rise that i was somekind of slave. I turned my head to the right and saw there was people also. We were in a line. I started to panic, what a hell was happening to me?
Next thing was that this giantish being shouted something in a very very loudy and powerful kind of "metallic" and "timberish" sound. Then out of nowhere, some kind of invisible power put us to our knees. Just wham! We falled to our knees like some slaves. Then i started to scare even more. Experience was just too much, feeled that i was going to pass out in any moment. For some reason, i looked now my right hand; there started to appear wierd symbols to my wrists, like some old egyptian hieroglyphes or so but maybe they lookes somehow more futuristic, i remember no details, never have remembered, except that they were like metallic in color and seemed like some kind of tattoos. They just appeared starting from my wrist, or little lower from that. Next thing was that i started to pass out, i falled to my back, but insted of hitting the sand, i hit water. I felled to somekind of ocean and sinked and sinked until huge amounts of seamonsters attacked me suddenly from everywhere. Then i woke.
And now the real main lucid dream experience that happened at those same times; In that dream, i woked up in middle of some kind of nightly forest, there was no light sources and there was tree all around me. My father was also there for some reason. Suddenly, very bright light appeared from the nightly sky above us. For some reason, i somehow knew what would happen soon so i shouted to my father; "Here we go!" (or something like that) Next thing was that i found myself from the light. The light captured me or my astral self. I just saw bright white light everywhere around me. I remember how i was suddenly moving very fast, very very vast upwards to the skyes. Like i could feel the g forces or something. It was very physical and real feeling and experience. I remember also that i could think anything for a moment, like my mind was locked. Feeled that i didn't even exist for second or few.
I woked up in another place. If i can rememer correctly, my eyesight started to come back, little by little. Like it was blurred at first, but then i was starting to see again. When my sight started to come back, my first impression was that i wasn't in that forest no more where i was few seconds ago with my father. I was in a some kind of room or space that appeared to be oval shaped. I can't really say anything about the size of that room. I don't remember if there was any windows neither. There was however for my suprise, very cool looking retroish black couches. I guess i saw at least 2 or 3 of them, placed nicely in the middle of this oval shaped room where i was. It was somehow very surprising to see em. And i was soon going to find out also that i wasn't in that space alone.
There was at least 2 or 3 of them. They were standing suddenly in front of me. They weren't greys or anything scary looking. Infact i was going to soon see the most beautiful thing my eyes have ever witnessed. First my attention focuses to a man. Guess he was in the right side of them. He was like in his 30s or something like that. I can't say how tall he was, i am very bad quessing the height of people anyways. I guess he had short hair. White man however. But i remember quite well that they had all same type of cloth. Some kind of uniform. Very similar like i have seen in some scifi movies infact. But they weren't like funny anyways or stupid looking. Very smooth and skin wise. I don't remember if this man or them else had any symbols in their uniforms. Colors however, were quite dark in their color if i remember correctly. Like darkish grey, or darkish blue or green. Maybe they had even two colors, main color and secondary darker or brighter color. but that is speculation already. There wasn't any communication with the man however.
Next my attention focuses to a white woman. She was wearing same kind of uniform as the man. I don't remember much details of her. I remember her hair was on the shoulder, and it was brownish. She was beautiful however. She was too beautiful infact. It feeled like i was just given mdma or extacy. Just boom! I felled in love like i was always loved her but had just forget that for a while. But now i remembered again! I didn't know who this intergalatic chick was but i wanted to be with her from now on. You know that feeling? It was like love on the first sight really and double that for a countless times. Or then.. She was just too damn beautiful being that mortal eyes shouldn't really maybe see. But im glad i did, and at same time i am not because that what i saw is tearing my soul. But more i am. That was infact the dream of my childhood coming true with a twist. Or then i was just gone mad. But that didn't matter at that moment at all because time really stopped. I didn't really care if i was ever going back to earth again.
Next thing i remember was that i was suddenly feeling that i was getting very very drunk. Too drunk. Like they did something to me. I started to loose my balance and started to fall to the floor. It feeled like my lower self, or my shadow was suddenly showed to me or something like that. I started to became very angry and violent. It really feeled like they somehow "tested" me, or at least thats how i thought. This thought of some testing made me even more angry; I started to yell some stupid insults to them and curse them as i rolled in the floor because i couldn't stand right. Same time i was so embarassed for my own behaviour but i couldn't help it. Guess i was the last one they were ever abduct from my hoods after that.
Suddenly my bad and miserably condition stopped. I started to feel "normal" and somehow sober again. Next thing i remember was that the star lady approached me, from my front left side i guess, she showed a sign with her hands, like follow me. And i followed.
We ended to a smaller space or a room with very little light or nothing at all. I am quite sure there was some lights in the darkness.. like some machinery lights. maybe reddish lights or so. There was maybe a somekind of black chair, little like chair of a dentist maybe where the lady guided me to take a seat. I am not however sure if there ever was this "chair". It could be a false memory but i remember the dark room and some small lightsources blinking there in the darkness, and i remember very well what happened next; The woman, standing on my left side, stretches suddenly her another hand in front of my face in a position so that her wrist of her arm is just in front and height of my eyes. Next somekind of flat screen appeared or slided from her arm, i don't remember did it appear from her wrist or from upper arm towards the wrist. Then somekind of symbols appeared to this screen one by one, i didn't regonize the symbols however at any level.. They were again maybe little like some egyptian hieroglyphs or so like they were in my egypt dream that i talked about sooner. But i did get the message. I somehow understand the message from the symbols because thought and sentence appeared same time to my mind as the symbols appeared to the screen in the arm of this woman. Message was; "Great disaster will soon happen." I am not sure did i get somekind of visual same time. This could be false memory also. But i have a blurry vision of somekind of huge city or continent descenting under water. But like i said.. I am not sure that i saw this back then. I remember however those symbols appearing and the message i got from them.
Next we came back from the darkened room to the main oval shaped room where all started. I guess there were still those beings also that were there at the beginning along with the starry woman. I remember standing in that space and these beings standing again in front of me. I remember how the lady turned around and started walking towards somekind of smaller space behind her.. Like some kind of elevator space i thought. I remember there were maybe some dimmer lights in that space in the walls and ceilings behind the lady. She turned and looked me in the eyes on more time. She looked kind a sad. It was devastating feeling. It's sad how i don't remember her face anymore, her eyes. I remember no details. Only thing i remember at some level was hair brown hair that reached her shoulders. Maybe its better thou that don't remember more. I wanted to stay and be with her at least one more minute but i knew it was not possible. I wanted her to teach me. I feeled how tears started to fall slowly from my eyes. Will i see her ever again? Who is she? What now? Slowly somekind doors shutted in front of the woman and i didn't see her again.
Next i suddenly wound myself walking in my childhoods school corridor towards outdoors. I remember how sunlight shined from the windows from my left side to the corridor where i walked. I opened the the doors and sunlight flooded my face and my eyes.. I woked up from my bed and tears running from my eyes like two rivers. What just happened? Was it real or some stupid fantasy?
Few years ago i came up (had heard something of him before but thought he was a scammer) with story of Billy Meier and ET woman called Semjase. Pictures and descriptions of Semjase look very very similar if you compare to beings that i saw in my dream back then. But still i haven't much looked into it because of the faking rumors. (B. Meier case.) Anyway; If you google pleiadian aliens etc, pictures that will came are good description what i saw back then. It is just.. Really hard to believe anything online. But heres few pictures from google that describes very well my experience i guess if it is ok to share these:
So.. Thanks if you had time and the patience to read some of my experiences. Please comment if something comes to mind or if some of you have even any similar experiences? Btw; To make things even more complicated and messed up, i got also few names back then when i tryed to get contact to my possible spirit guides or my god and goddes. First one did came up in a dream, it was like astral projection kind of a experience. a Name of one old pagan goddes appeared in that vision that i hadn't heard nothing before. At least i didn't know nothing about her or her mytos. Another name appeared later in a meditation after some very simple spirit guide ritual. When i googled that name it appeared he was an old god, from different pantheon of gods than the goddes whose name appeared in a dream. It was quite wierd that this all happened in a very small period of time.. I really wasn't prepared stuff like that back then. And this is not even all as i said before and almost decade has passed soon. But still i wonder at times.. Do they have a connection? These old gods and this possible dream ET experience, or are they totally different beings?
To make story short; I am a male being, now in my 30s. I have seen quite wierd dreams beginning from my childhood, like many many dreams about lights appearing in the nightly sky in different formations etc. I had huge obsession on ufos and stars also already when i was a child In a time before internet. The problem was there wasn't much information back then. I had obsession to ghosts and afterlife, and almost every subject concerning paranormal and spiritual also. Some kind of dream paralysises or twilight zone states started also at very young age. All started with feeling that something is trying to slowly pull my blanket downwards when i was trying to sleep. Every night. I remember how i asked my dad one morning about that. He didn't say much. At some point, this feeling started to change in way that i noticed it was infact i that was moving horizontally, not the blanket. So almost every night i started to feel that i'm flying through the wall, horizontally, not vertically like astral projection etc is pictured many times. It just feeled like i was flying in emptyness or space moving towards something. First i guess i thought everyone was doing the same thing at nights what i did, what ever it was. At some point, i started to understand they don't. Also.. I started to experience lucid dreams before i got to school.
At some point when i was little older, these mystical experiences halted for many years. At least most of em. I didn't much thought anything concerning ufos, ghosts, paranormal or any stuff like that. Just losing myself in computer games etc, and i was starting to get naturally more interested with artistic life; music, booze and girls than possible ETs or anything spiritual.
Then came more difficult times with depression etc. First dark night of the souls, we all have our share of them i guess. But.. I really still try to keep this short as possible, so i will maybe leave much stuff out, maybe i add more later if something important comes to mind. So.. However; After depression, few panic attacks, and small period without apartment in my start 20s, things started to look more bright again when i got apartment etc. For some reason withcraft and paganism started to call me. (One funny little thing was the only thing last owner leaved there for some reason was poster on the wall about the shitty movie The Eye (2008); So however; I started to get facinated for wicca, magic and so on. I started to read anything about tarots, magic, kabbala, shamanism etc. about spirits, gods and goddesses. I wanted to know. Reading and believing wasn't enough. I decided to became a witch. I wanted to find my own guides or my own god and goddes if they were real, i was still agnostik and skeptic (what i still am at some healthy level.) I thought that maybe ufos and ETs are after all just some newage bullshit. I hadn't never see em with my own eyes after all. I had seen moving lights in the sky in my dreams many times but not in real life. I decided i didn't want to hear ever again about ufos or aliens, or stars. I wanted to found true religion and faith from paganism and witchcraft. Holy feminine, Goddes somehow seemed to call me. I saw one particular dream also some time before that increased my obsession towards witchcraft, wicca end holy feminine even more. My first somekind of energy experience happened when i infact tryed to paint that beautiful nocturnal vision. When i painted, i started too feel very strong energy in my solar plexus area that seemed to start rising upwards. It thought i was going insane for a while. That experience however, seemed somehow cure my depression for some time if i remember correct.
So.. The real experience why im here happened in some time when i started to want know about my own possible guides. I had many wierd experiences at same time; Dream paralysises started also again after long brake (at least from minor ones) in totally new ways, and i started to get more familiar with the paralysis itself. I saw my first visual dream paralysis hallucinations, some wierd ufo probe looking thing that had red light, appering from the wall and floating in the air above me. I tryed to banish that with earth pentagram in my mind and it worked.. Thing just got smaller and smaller until it banished until when it come again next night, this time it crawled in the pillow, just next to my head. That was little creepy. I remember when i saw that same red light pulsing when i got myself to move my head a little. I just forced my self to awake then. But then i started to feel new sensations in that paralysis state (i had already experienced many times that "buzzing" sound etc) ; I started to feel how my legs start to rise up in to mid air.. To about 40-60 degrees, same time when the sound and vibrations in your mind and body rises and rises in volume and pitch until it feels that it will blow your head up in any moment. It really feels that there is some kind of space ship above the home that is trying to suck your astral body out of you with violence. That was something new however.. Paralysises got stronger than ever. If i tell everything that happened back then in nights, this will became way too long. (and you will think that i am maybe even more crazy than i am.) But one dream that i saw in two parts, i need to share before the main story or experience: (the reason is there is one small wierd possible connection to this "abduction" case in where i will get really soon.)
I had seen before i moved, about year or so one very disturbing dream where i was in my childhoods home, in that dream, i started suddenly hear low but very loud and vibrating humming sound, everything was like shaking around me. I looked out the window to see where it came from, and saw how massive flying pyramid descents slowly from the sky, covering the whole horizon and the light of the sun. Feeling was just overhelming and chaotic, scary as hell until i woked up. Wierd thing and syncronisation was that at that same particular time, videos about flying pyramids started to appear in internets ufo pages. It was wierd but i thought they were all fakes like they probably were.
So.. Dream got part II about year from that or so, when i moved to this new apartment at same time when those dream paralysises and wierd twilight zones started again; Suddenly in a dream, i awaked now from some different place.. I saw dunes and sand around me.. Lots of it. Thought appeared that i am in ancient egypt or something like that. This feeling increased when i saw those massive familiar kind of pyramids again in front of me. There was also something else; A huge figure in front of me and the pyramid. This giant like figure looked like some old pharaoh or so. If i remember correctly, and i guess i do, it had bird like head, or somekind of bird mask at least. It was however; Very scary thing because it appeared to be so powerful and unhuman. I started now to look around me; I look to the left and i now saw i wasn't alone.. There was people standing in line and i was one of them. I guess they or we had somekind of brownish skirts like slaves have weared or so and no shirts. Feeling started to rise that i was somekind of slave. I turned my head to the right and saw there was people also. We were in a line. I started to panic, what a hell was happening to me?
Next thing was that this giantish being shouted something in a very very loudy and powerful kind of "metallic" and "timberish" sound. Then out of nowhere, some kind of invisible power put us to our knees. Just wham! We falled to our knees like some slaves. Then i started to scare even more. Experience was just too much, feeled that i was going to pass out in any moment. For some reason, i looked now my right hand; there started to appear wierd symbols to my wrists, like some old egyptian hieroglyphes or so but maybe they lookes somehow more futuristic, i remember no details, never have remembered, except that they were like metallic in color and seemed like some kind of tattoos. They just appeared starting from my wrist, or little lower from that. Next thing was that i started to pass out, i falled to my back, but insted of hitting the sand, i hit water. I felled to somekind of ocean and sinked and sinked until huge amounts of seamonsters attacked me suddenly from everywhere. Then i woke.
And now the real main lucid dream experience that happened at those same times; In that dream, i woked up in middle of some kind of nightly forest, there was no light sources and there was tree all around me. My father was also there for some reason. Suddenly, very bright light appeared from the nightly sky above us. For some reason, i somehow knew what would happen soon so i shouted to my father; "Here we go!" (or something like that) Next thing was that i found myself from the light. The light captured me or my astral self. I just saw bright white light everywhere around me. I remember how i was suddenly moving very fast, very very vast upwards to the skyes. Like i could feel the g forces or something. It was very physical and real feeling and experience. I remember also that i could think anything for a moment, like my mind was locked. Feeled that i didn't even exist for second or few.
I woked up in another place. If i can rememer correctly, my eyesight started to come back, little by little. Like it was blurred at first, but then i was starting to see again. When my sight started to come back, my first impression was that i wasn't in that forest no more where i was few seconds ago with my father. I was in a some kind of room or space that appeared to be oval shaped. I can't really say anything about the size of that room. I don't remember if there was any windows neither. There was however for my suprise, very cool looking retroish black couches. I guess i saw at least 2 or 3 of them, placed nicely in the middle of this oval shaped room where i was. It was somehow very surprising to see em. And i was soon going to find out also that i wasn't in that space alone.
There was at least 2 or 3 of them. They were standing suddenly in front of me. They weren't greys or anything scary looking. Infact i was going to soon see the most beautiful thing my eyes have ever witnessed. First my attention focuses to a man. Guess he was in the right side of them. He was like in his 30s or something like that. I can't say how tall he was, i am very bad quessing the height of people anyways. I guess he had short hair. White man however. But i remember quite well that they had all same type of cloth. Some kind of uniform. Very similar like i have seen in some scifi movies infact. But they weren't like funny anyways or stupid looking. Very smooth and skin wise. I don't remember if this man or them else had any symbols in their uniforms. Colors however, were quite dark in their color if i remember correctly. Like darkish grey, or darkish blue or green. Maybe they had even two colors, main color and secondary darker or brighter color. but that is speculation already. There wasn't any communication with the man however.
Next my attention focuses to a white woman. She was wearing same kind of uniform as the man. I don't remember much details of her. I remember her hair was on the shoulder, and it was brownish. She was beautiful however. She was too beautiful infact. It feeled like i was just given mdma or extacy. Just boom! I felled in love like i was always loved her but had just forget that for a while. But now i remembered again! I didn't know who this intergalatic chick was but i wanted to be with her from now on. You know that feeling? It was like love on the first sight really and double that for a countless times. Or then.. She was just too damn beautiful being that mortal eyes shouldn't really maybe see. But im glad i did, and at same time i am not because that what i saw is tearing my soul. But more i am. That was infact the dream of my childhood coming true with a twist. Or then i was just gone mad. But that didn't matter at that moment at all because time really stopped. I didn't really care if i was ever going back to earth again.
Next thing i remember was that i was suddenly feeling that i was getting very very drunk. Too drunk. Like they did something to me. I started to loose my balance and started to fall to the floor. It feeled like my lower self, or my shadow was suddenly showed to me or something like that. I started to became very angry and violent. It really feeled like they somehow "tested" me, or at least thats how i thought. This thought of some testing made me even more angry; I started to yell some stupid insults to them and curse them as i rolled in the floor because i couldn't stand right. Same time i was so embarassed for my own behaviour but i couldn't help it. Guess i was the last one they were ever abduct from my hoods after that.
Suddenly my bad and miserably condition stopped. I started to feel "normal" and somehow sober again. Next thing i remember was that the star lady approached me, from my front left side i guess, she showed a sign with her hands, like follow me. And i followed.
We ended to a smaller space or a room with very little light or nothing at all. I am quite sure there was some lights in the darkness.. like some machinery lights. maybe reddish lights or so. There was maybe a somekind of black chair, little like chair of a dentist maybe where the lady guided me to take a seat. I am not however sure if there ever was this "chair". It could be a false memory but i remember the dark room and some small lightsources blinking there in the darkness, and i remember very well what happened next; The woman, standing on my left side, stretches suddenly her another hand in front of my face in a position so that her wrist of her arm is just in front and height of my eyes. Next somekind of flat screen appeared or slided from her arm, i don't remember did it appear from her wrist or from upper arm towards the wrist. Then somekind of symbols appeared to this screen one by one, i didn't regonize the symbols however at any level.. They were again maybe little like some egyptian hieroglyphs or so like they were in my egypt dream that i talked about sooner. But i did get the message. I somehow understand the message from the symbols because thought and sentence appeared same time to my mind as the symbols appeared to the screen in the arm of this woman. Message was; "Great disaster will soon happen." I am not sure did i get somekind of visual same time. This could be false memory also. But i have a blurry vision of somekind of huge city or continent descenting under water. But like i said.. I am not sure that i saw this back then. I remember however those symbols appearing and the message i got from them.
Next we came back from the darkened room to the main oval shaped room where all started. I guess there were still those beings also that were there at the beginning along with the starry woman. I remember standing in that space and these beings standing again in front of me. I remember how the lady turned around and started walking towards somekind of smaller space behind her.. Like some kind of elevator space i thought. I remember there were maybe some dimmer lights in that space in the walls and ceilings behind the lady. She turned and looked me in the eyes on more time. She looked kind a sad. It was devastating feeling. It's sad how i don't remember her face anymore, her eyes. I remember no details. Only thing i remember at some level was hair brown hair that reached her shoulders. Maybe its better thou that don't remember more. I wanted to stay and be with her at least one more minute but i knew it was not possible. I wanted her to teach me. I feeled how tears started to fall slowly from my eyes. Will i see her ever again? Who is she? What now? Slowly somekind doors shutted in front of the woman and i didn't see her again.
Next i suddenly wound myself walking in my childhoods school corridor towards outdoors. I remember how sunlight shined from the windows from my left side to the corridor where i walked. I opened the the doors and sunlight flooded my face and my eyes.. I woked up from my bed and tears running from my eyes like two rivers. What just happened? Was it real or some stupid fantasy?
Few years ago i came up (had heard something of him before but thought he was a scammer) with story of Billy Meier and ET woman called Semjase. Pictures and descriptions of Semjase look very very similar if you compare to beings that i saw in my dream back then. But still i haven't much looked into it because of the faking rumors. (B. Meier case.) Anyway; If you google pleiadian aliens etc, pictures that will came are good description what i saw back then. It is just.. Really hard to believe anything online. But heres few pictures from google that describes very well my experience i guess if it is ok to share these:
So.. Thanks if you had time and the patience to read some of my experiences. Please comment if something comes to mind or if some of you have even any similar experiences? Btw; To make things even more complicated and messed up, i got also few names back then when i tryed to get contact to my possible spirit guides or my god and goddes. First one did came up in a dream, it was like astral projection kind of a experience. a Name of one old pagan goddes appeared in that vision that i hadn't heard nothing before. At least i didn't know nothing about her or her mytos. Another name appeared later in a meditation after some very simple spirit guide ritual. When i googled that name it appeared he was an old god, from different pantheon of gods than the goddes whose name appeared in a dream. It was quite wierd that this all happened in a very small period of time.. I really wasn't prepared stuff like that back then. And this is not even all as i said before and almost decade has passed soon. But still i wonder at times.. Do they have a connection? These old gods and this possible dream ET experience, or are they totally different beings?